Sixteen But Thirty

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Nanon Pov:)

             Being one of top well known actor was always makes me feel good it's what everyone dream to have but I got it in small period of time but it's also hard to keep it.

             I got well paid for every single thing I do like advertising, acting, modeling, singing, dancing, songwriting being Brand ambassador for famous make up brand even for interviews.

          In past years I earn money so much which I should be happy for it right but I don't know why but past some weeks. "I felt fear for unknown reasons" it's like always someone watching at me following me message from unknown number, letter from this unknown person it's not first time I felt this I know in fast some of my fans do that for no reason some reporters don't understand us also just human like them but I understand being acter I lost my own privacy which I hate most something I just want someone to come and save me from all the lights cause that makes me not able to see anything I felt like living colourless life now a days.

       I miss my old life sometimes even though I don't had money I had freedom.

       But now I have everything which I wished to have in my teenage.

           Looks like I never had enough for myself.

      Looks like everyone has interested on me than myself.

      Looks like I lost a part of myself.

      Looks like everyone envy of me.

     Looks like I had many fans who loves me.

      But still I want more so I work hard so I don't overthinking of anything.

       I know I being hard on myself I overdo it but that was the only thing makes me feel good.

        I do wonder why people loves me?