mary

Post script: my death

" I don't certain I find" was watch Rock San said to me more last menacing lately this is my take on what happened. She ended up sweet talking me she didn't try the other stuff that made me feel like I had the flu but she did something to my drink. Soon I ended up in seizures and convulsions and in a lot of pain as if that wasn't enough for her she was going around meeting the shit out of me about the face and body to the point where I was a bloody palp. I was nothing more nothing less than a bloody Paul Van I felt like I was violated nauseous by Roxanne but also by Betty and stank and Raven as well. was I gonna haunt them for the rest of their lives no but I was going to certainly make my presence know again by Roxanne by haunting her. But she was going to have her own little ass you pretty soon with Betty I knew that I'm in heaven now and I can actually tell you that I saw daddy meet the crap out of Roxanne to the point of Roxanne was also like me a bloody mass and a pal that was kinda like what was in the Sting's meat processing plant only she was still fresh out the time not smelling LDK. It was very interesting to see that it was going to be fine when I heard from my cloud that how do you scream Roxanne's name and then cornered Roxanne and then get her business by stopping her not get to brain damage or to get her to be brain dead but just playing legally dead as well it was very interesting to see Roxanne get a taste of her own medicine. I was hoping I was going to see daddy but I knew she was either going to go to hell Or she was going to take her alarms want to Louisiana to becoming a born-again Christian and she ended up trying to better herself and her license this time against the murder of Roxanne she said I finally did what I had to do now I have to atone for it. She wanted to be in heaven with me where I was going to be OK and she was going to be fine. She did show remorse for meeting Roxanne but she didn't do very much than that with Roxanne she still called Roxanne the B word the bitch and others things like that but she was still saying well I had to do it because my girlfriend was going to die either way.
Since she stormed Roxanne to death there is nothing more for her to do she did not go off on any of the other prisoners nor did she go off on the guards or anyone else but for that matter she was just trying to live her life exercising and stuff trying and writing yes trying to mind her own business and soon her thousand years certain So is going to go towards good behaviour and was taken out and was deemed rehabilitated after they found out about what Roxanne was doing to younger girls that she met on my space.
I guess the FBI had something to atone to as well but they were very reluctant on those where is Betty was ready to go and say what she had to say which was sorry I did what I did but I did it to protect my girlfriend and I am not gonna do that again. Kind of thing she was not and enlightened Born again Kristen she was using that to label herself to a tone for her sins as he said or she was just going to be a good person one of the two either way she was trying to get in God's graces to be helpful and happy to be with me again and he. She was very sad when and and raised when she knew I was murdered by Roxanne and she knew exactly how I die if you didn't have to hear about an autopsy anything and that would just make her go off even more.
The day Betty wanted my funeral was the day when she was let loose for the first time in her life and she said she was gonna be on the straight na she wasn't going to get any flights or anything and she stayed that way that he was trying to be very calm and trying to be very decent person but she couldn't find a right person to be with she was still missing me nonetheless I remember her writing her Book and she was still free he was still writing books to the calibre of Stephen King. Only their love stories about me and her and how everything was supposed to be A-OK and stuff. It turned out to be best sellers and I didn't see why not because she was very good I remember reading one book that said:   Anger is like an enemy it'll constantly attack you and constantly underestimate and undermined you you have to watch out for anger is the enemy.
How do you know that anger was like an enemy because he had to deal with this enemy most of her life for a long time and had to deal with it for quite some time. She had a mother who was also mentally ill and mentally abusive to her but she did not go the way of the psychopath except one she got angry and went nuts on someone but other than that she had compassion and empathy and emotions things that are lacking in the psychopaths things are lacking in Roxanne for example.
As I saw from me on the grave I was seeing that she was also crying to avoid book tours and stuff because she didn't wanna deal with people asking her stupid questions and stuff as she was saying. In her journal and every journal and Tracy Road it said dear Mary how are you doing.
That is how I knew how she was doing was by her journal entry her diary entries it was supposed to be said that when you write in a journal or write in a diary that you are more or less praying as well as a form of prayer. Some thing I didn't think of I could've use that along time ago some guidance from the angels some thing I could've used a long time ago in my lifetime but couldn't do very much as I tried to go on with my afterlife Betty was struggling to get into her life without me.
She could not get her criminal record explains but he was able to prove that she was a human being and a decent one at that he was only allowed certain types of jobs she couldn't even go near where she get her first offence the Hoover building. She was more or less stuck and fucked more or less but she was at least alive if you can at least communicate with me through journalling and diary entry.

Dearest Mary
Remember our song

I walk the line between good and evil
This apple's rotten, rotten to the core
Get up, get up, off your knees
Get down, get down, on the floor!
I walk the line
I walk the line
I walk the line
Between good and evil
My business is a little cloak and dagger
I drink so much I don't walk I merely stagger!
No you wouldn't listen & I don't blame you
No I don't blame ya!
I walk the line
I walk the line
I walk the line
I walk the line
Between good & evil
My rent is 65 a day
I can't move
You know that's the price you pay
Is life all in vain?
Starts off in my arm
Opens up my brain
I'm already in the gutter -
Next stop is the drain!
I walk the line
I walk the line
I walk the line
I walk the line
Between good and evil
Live fast, die young
Live fast, die young
I walk the line
Evil
I walk the line
I walk the line
I walk the line
I walk the line
Between good and evil
While others have been thinking about it - I've been there and back
I walk the line
I walk the line
I walk the line
I walk the line
Between good and evil

I also walked the lime between life and death trying to help you in your afterlife and trying to help myself in my life I walk the line for you anyway. He she said that right away and she was were actually reciting the actual diary entry she was gonna have the whole diary Published one day and hopefully she was going to be happy but she'll never find anyone I knew that because I was a hard act to follow. When I was trying to communicate to her on Halloween the day when the veil was thinning I ended up notice saying that she was trying to get a hold of me not buy a Ouija board but boy just playing talking to me and I answered back to her. She was talking to me and I answered her back some thing that she was told by the counsellor to do was to talk to me even though I wasn't really there. And it worked I was there and I actually use my actual voice Mary I love you I'll be with you even in the spirit kind of thing.
I was able to see Mary disappear from a society was she murdered or was she dead no I would've noticed her in the afterlife as well but she was just playing with trying to change your life from Betty patty melt into some thing that was more important to her she actually change your name and disappear from the face of the earth.