THE 30th ϟ sanzu h.

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16th of July, 2018

They met again.

Same park, same time.

„How the fuck are you supposed to impress me if you don't even own a phone to text me?"
Sanzu said.

„Ugh! Annoying kids nowadays, always on their phones." she grumbled.

„K-KIDS?!" His mouth was agape.

„Mad?"

He truly didn't know why he thought it was smart to make this deal.

„You're on the verge of failing" Sanzu said.

„That's what my teachers used to tell me all the time" she giggled.

„Doesn't surprise me one bit." he brushed his hair back.

Even though it was late at night, it wasn't that cold. Sanzu and Y/n met at the tree from yesterday again and decided to just talk.

Or maybe argue would be a better description.

„Tell me about yourself Sanzu! I can't be the only one to keep talking..." she wanted to know more about him.

He looked at the sky and thought of what to tell the girl that seemed desperate to know more about himself.

Sanzu got irritated, he just couldn't think of anything.

Nothing.

„You suck at talking about yourself" she made fun of him.

„Ha?! Tell me about yourself then, dummy."

She now looked at his eyes and then at the sky.
The stars were absolutely beautiful this night and the moonlight wasn't too bright.

„I hate home." Y/n spoke up.

He stopped looking at the sky and then looked at her. She seemed sad?

What the fuck do I do?!
He freaked out.

„Why?" he asked.

He knows he can't comfort her well enough, but he'll try his best.

„I have everything I wanted, yet it still doesn't feel like home. I prefer going out at night and just cry" she answered his question honestly.

„What are you crying about then?"

She looked surprised at his sudden questioning.
Y/n was horrible at explaining her own feelings. No matter what she does, it always feels wrong.

„I wish I knew."

Maybe she lacks love and comfort?

„Don't you have any friends or family?" he asked her, now fully looking at her face.

„I don't want any friends. But yes, I do have family. I have my dad and my sister." she smiled at the thought of her family.

„Well you know what I do if I feel down?" he grabbed something out of his pockets.

She looked at his actions.

Drugs.

„Getting high helps me."

„Drugs are stupid." she told him recklessly.

He glared at her, how dare she insult his beloved drugs?

„My next question would have been if you wanted to take some with me, but never mind that shit." he sighed.

„I want to" Y/n surprised him.

„Too late!"

She rolled her eyes.

„Dumbass druggie."