THE 30th ϟ sanzu h.

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25th of July, 2018

He hasn't heard of her ever since
she left that day.

Not once.

It's been a week.

Was she just playing with him?

I should have known...
He thought, remembering all those times
where he got betrayed.

He knows he loves to hard and falls to fast.

Sanzu was currently in a Bonten meeting, but he wasn't able to listen. The voices in his head were louder than Kakucho's babbling.

He traced his scars multiple times and thought of her tiny kisses.

„Sanzu, you okay? You seem off today."
Takeomi worried about his
little brother.

„Fucking fuck off you fucker."
His words were harsh.

But his words confirmed that he was
indeed not okay.

„Who broke you heart, damn?"
Kokonoi teased Sanzu.

Sanzu was that close to just smack Kokonois head on the table.

„I'm gonna k-"
He started but got interrupted by Mikey.

„Calm down, Sanzu."

Sanzu scoffed and kicked his feet on the floor like a little kid that was angry about something.

After the meeting ended, he went outside to get some fresh air. It was a rainy day once again.

On the way to the park where he met her he saw a crowd of people gathered around the street.

Stupid ass people probably protesting against something no one cares about.
He thought.

He made his way through the crowd, he just wanted to be alone in the park.

But when he tried to cross the street, his eyes saw something that only happens in nightmares.

Her body, a destroyed car, a bloodshed.

Someone must have drove into her fragile body and broke her.

He couldn't believe it.

This has to be a dream, right?

He felt his knees going weak at the sight. He dropped onto the floor and the tears just came out.

He watched an ambulance arriving and taking her with them.

He jogged to them and begged.
„Please, let me watch over her"

„Who are you?"
A nurse asked Sanzu.

Right.

They aren't in any relationship.

But he still lied.

„I'm her boyfriend."