Chapter 4

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I go to the back of the school where me and my friends usually sit, hoping Mason is already at school so that we can go for a walk to smoke weed. He usually gets us laced shit that puts you on a fucking nice trip.

Second addiction:
Getting high
When: since I was 16
Where: anywhere I can
What: pretty much anything, weed, snorting pills, coke or any powder that would give me a trip, edibles and shrooms

I see Mason and he knows immediately that I wanna get baked, he slings his arm around me and then we start walking. He looks behind me, "there's a guy following us." I know better than to look around, "he looks new, let me go talk to him and then we can go smoke okay?" I nod, we stop walking and M goes over to the guy, they talk, then laugh and a few minutes later he comes back to me with this mysterious guy.

"A, this is Ryder, he's new. He has a joint so he's cool like us. Now let's go smoke, you probably need it after the weekend you've had."
I smile at him sadly, M knows all about my household, my abusive father, my emotionally manipulating mother, my verbally abusive sister.

I guess that's why we are such good friends, the bond of trauma.

We reach our usual spot few blocks from school. Ryder lights his joint, gives me and M a few pulls, M lights the bong, we each take 2 or 3 pulls.

We walk back to school fucked properly. I catch Ryder looking at me a few times, perhaps he could be a new addiction...

He really is attractive and I get very dominant vibes from him.

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