I hate school, because you see people you don't want to see, everyone is pretentious and theres always some type of fucked up rumor going around.
Luckily school for today was over. I said goodbye to everyone and got into mother's car. All the way home she talked and talked about how shitty father is and what ever bullshit is going on at her work.
We got home and I went to bed to take a nap. If we talked for too long I'd get mad at her for not leaving my father and she'd play the whole victim card on me. I feel it is her job as my mother to protect me from the bullshit I've had to endure.
I've been raped by her brother, she didnt believe me when I told her about it. Her husband abuses me by insulting me, hitting me, kicking me, suffocating me. You know the basics.
When I wake up I make dinner for the family and clean most of the house, it is my job to run the household after all. Father gets home and so does my sister.
Father goes to the room so that mother can dress him in comfortable clothes and my sister goes to her room. I call them for dinner and we all go to the living room to eat, it a tradition, father says it brings us closer together as a family to eat dinner together.
I push around my food and make lots of comments about the TV show father is watching and talk about their days. I say thank you for the food and then go clean up the kitchen.
Third addiction:
Not eating
When: since the first time I got raped, 4th grade
Why: I have the fear of becoming overweight like the rest of my family and that nobody will love me if I'm fat.
Nobody cares enough to notice. So what's the problem even?
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