I should've died when I was stupid enough to jump across the street with speeding cars.
I should've did it when I held the damned knife to my heart.
I wanna die
Stupid idiot fucking lazy piece of shit can't do anything right drama queen shitty daughter shitty mom shitty sis shitty bro shitty dad shitty aunts shit fucking God forsaken family can't even understand that I'm a fucking kid can't understand that I read this to escape reality can't fucking understand that my body isn't the same as theirs doesn't understand common human body knowledge not everyone's brain amcan capture something in one go don't understand that I can't eat food after drinking a 1 liter water bottle after ballet am I supposed to gag myself when I cry to not let them know i'm crying
139 words.
Tuesday, November 22, 2022.
YOU ARE READING
rant? vent? what ever.
De Todome crying while writing in this book about how my life is going downhill. This is not a story I rant when I feel like it. I don't have a schedule cause who the fuck would schedule ranting, that just doesn't make any sense.
