My Darling

over protective....brother ? friend? l-lover?

I shake my head confused seriously what had gotten in to Edward just now why would he be so protective over me he will probably try and stop me from going to meet Charles....i guess I will just have to sneak out what he dosnt know wont hurt him. I notice my room begin to light up I look out the window noticing the sun rise a cold air gusts through my window giving me chills the frost on the grass shines beautifully from the reflection of the sun I didnt get a wink of sleep I was up all night over thinking about today I hear footsteps and talking all the house staff would be waking up about now I laugh I haven't been up this early in the morning for quiet sometime I usually wake up about midday and that only because Edward forces me to if it was up to me id sleep forever and never wake up sleep is so peaceful...i walk into the bathroom looking into my mirror I laugh loudly my hair looks like a birds-nest and I have dark circles under my eyes im sure charles wouldn't be calling me a princess if he saw me now I wash off my face and comb my hair I usually get the maids to do all this for me lydia? Your up early I hear Edwards voice behind me I turn around to him he has his usual cheerful smile im glad Edward grabs the brush from my hand and begins to brush my hair for me he does it so delicately its very relaxing actually.... Edward is good at just about everything he always has been when I was only very little when mother and father found Edward and they took him in he has always followed me around and treated me with such care ive always wondered if he only does this in debt for mother and father saving him that must be the reason he is being so protective about Charles I giggle quietly to myself it couldn't be anything else Edward stops brushing my hair so what are your plains for today do you um...still plain on meeting with that man.... I have to lie to him he wont let me go if he find out....."no im much to busy with um... studies today" Edward smiles widely really! Im glad I can help you if you'd like he blushes lightly I giggle you act like a over protective brother Edward starts to stutter...b-brother...? he starts to become gloomy you think of me as a brother....i smile cheerfully of course I do what else would I think of you as? Edward moves his face close would a brother do this!? Saying that he pulls me into a kiss slowly parting his lips from mine he looks away embarrassed and walks out of the room.