My Darling

treated like a jewel

i stand up out of my chair and push it in Edward places his hand on my shoulder to comfort me your piano teacher should be waiting for you upstairs I slowly walk up the large wooden stare case into the usual room I have my lessons in there are two grand pianos side by side on I little wooden stage and the room is covered in books the curtains are shut as usual making the room slightly dark I sit at the piano next to my teacher I put my fingers in the right position okay lets start with something easy play "saphira sgnr" eh yeah easy....i look up at the music sheet and I start to play my fingers press lightly on the keys one note after the other I menage to not stuff up and I feel quiet proud of myself the rest of the day goes past slowly im dressed in a black dress with a white rose in my hair that's in a tight bun to the side the sky is gray and cloudy as I look out the window of the horses carriage Edward sits quietly next to me also dressed in black the funeral is being held at the field of roses on the other side of town...i honestly don't want to attend I may just....start to cry I rub my eyes no I need to stay strong we arrive many people have came none that I actually know and two coffins side by side stand in front of me the weather is still gray it suits the atmosphere rather well many people have teary eyes we arrive back at the mansion a couple hours later Edward opens the door for me as I walk inside what time does that man arrive? Edward checks the watch on his hand in about a hour young mistress I smile I suppose I should get dressed into something less dull Edward chuckles I think black matches you quiet well to be honest I pout are you calling me dull? Edward smirks im going to cheek on the chief you go get dressed young mistress the maids dress me into a white frilly gown I always have to wear a dress its annoying why cant girls wear shorts like men its unfair...i head down stares and I hear Edward and another person talking in one of the waiting rooms I walk to the door and peek in I see edward I try totilt my head more to see the other person but I fall to the ground making a loud thud I open my eyes up and I stay silent in shock it was the the vampire man I had met at the ball edward gives me his hand to lift me up I blush in embarrassment ughh...good evening sir I bow my head he smiles and bows also edward stands and smiles quietly lady Lydia this is sir Charles he stares down at me with a warm smile its a pleasure to meet you miss lydia I stay silent his name is Charles I repeat his name in my head over and over again it felt strangly good to know what his name is a lot more settling then calling him Mr. Vampire...... we both sit back down edward could you get me some tea please he bows yes young mistress then he leaves the room I notice Charles eyes he is staring at me w-what do I do....t-thank you....i sigh thank you!? Is that really I could think of to say....he smiles for what? For saving my life that night....he continues to stare at me with a smile im glad I was useful to you I blush please dont say it like that! I am very greatful to you I owe you my life and if there is anything I can do for you please tell me he looks me in the eyes and curesses my cheek softly anything at all? I blush y-yes he stops and his voice gets a serious tone fall in love with me....i blush deeply w-what? He smiles I want you to fall in love with me I stay silent im not very pretty im sure you can find anouther girl...he tilts his head and smiles at me I thought you would say that then instead always be happy and smile for me okay? I blush your a very kind man he sighs your the first to say that im not usually like this im surprised by his words just now then why would he act so kindly towards me?