"I'm always so alone
Even when surrounded
By people that I know
I'm always so astounded
By my ability to ruin everything
Losing friends and starting fires
Everyone thinks I'm a liar
I always stay at home
'Cause I'm not good in public
I sit here on my phone
I'm always disappointed
I watch them live their lives
I wish that I were happy
Victim of my generation
Time machines cannot erase it
Who am I supposed to be?
When will I be complete?
When will they be proud of me?
It's getting harder to see
Slit my wrists, bloody fists
Questioning why I exist
Pain persists, evil gifts
Fucking up my life to shit
I'm worthless, I'm worthless
I'm worthless, slit my wrists until I bleed out
I try to stay strong
No matter what I do
I'm always in the wrong
It never gets easier
But maybe that's the point
It's part of growing up
Messing up and learning from it
That's just life, it's necessary
Clinging to hope
What else is there to live for?
Got nowhere to go
What else is pain good for?
I am confident that your life has a purpose
It's okay, you will get through it
Don't give up 'cause someone needs you
Who am I supposed to be?
When will I be complete?
When will they be proud of me?
It's getting harder to see
Slit my wrists, bloody fists
Questioning why I exist
Pain persists, evil gifts
Fucking up my life to shit
I'm worthless, I'm worthless
I'm worthless, slit my wrists until I bleed out
Please, don't give up
I got to stay strong, I got to move on
I got to know, oh when you feel alone
Please, you got to know
That someone needs you
Please, don't give up
I got to stay strong, I got to move on
I got to know hope, when you feel low
Please, you got to know
That someone needs you
Slit my wrists, bloody fists
Questioning why I exist
Pain persists, evil gifts
Fucking up my life to shit
I'm worthless, I'm worthless
I'm worthless, slit my wrists until I bleed out
I'm worthless, I'm worthless
I'm worthless, slit my wrists until I bleed out"
es tan triste esta canción, la conocí hace unos años y nunca creí que me sentiría tan identificada con una simple canción, cada letra, cada palabra, siento que "ay amiga es tan yo" skjdkds. quisiera que no fuera así, me gustaría sentirme identificada con una canción que hable de amor, o de lo linda que es la vida, pero no es así. tengo tanta pena, creo que realmente no puedo más, estoy tan cansada de sentirme así, todos los días, a cada momento, estoy cansada de la gente y de mi, estoy cansada de vivir y no veo otra alternativa, creo que no vale la pena luchar por algo que jamás voy a conseguir, siento que nunca lograré sentirme bien, o estar tranquila, o ser feliz, y ¿para qué seguir?, ¿cuál es el propósito de vivir si todos los días me sentiré de la misma manera? sólo quiero descansar, sólo quiero vivir en paz, o dejar de vivir, también me serviría.
