(this is a mxf chapter)
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(his pov)
You know the stuff you see in the movies where there is the boy who's utterly obssesed with the girl and would do anything to see her happy? You know how they always end up together? How they look at each other, full of admiration and love.
That's how I feel.
But, seemingly, she doesn't agree.
I was doing fine until I met her. Slowly, she started to fill my mind, more and more. The longer it went on the more out of hand it got. It started with just thinking of her when I would hear her laugh, but slowly it faded into everything I would do, she would be on my mind.
She was my motivation to get out of bed, to eat, to stay alive. And she doesn't even know my name.
I don't know how this came to be. I mean, I've never actually had a conversation longer than 3 seconds with her. Aside from holding the door for her or saying hello when passing by, I never get the chance.
In my mind, we talk all the time. We do everything together. I know its all just constructed in my mind but I can't shake the feeling that she might think of me like this too. Maybe, just maybe, she loves me.
I know it's sick. I know I sound insane.
But I love her so much it hurts.
It physically pains me to know she doesn't care. To know that she couldn't give a shit less if i lived or died. But I love her.
I know her favorite color, her lucky number, her favorite book, her favorite song. I even started listening to them just for her. That way if it were to come up in conversation some day, I would be prepared.
She's all I want.
She's all I need.
I love her so much it hurts.
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(your pov)
My friend taps my shoulder and points at a guy sitting in the corner. I take my headphone out and look. "Dude, that guy is totally staring at you," she says.
"Creep." I answer, turning away to listen to my favorite song again.
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Marcus Lopez x Reader One-shots
Fanfiction(REQUESTS ARE OPEN) This is just a book of one shots. Its not gender specific (mostly). It will include angst, fluff, and spice, but mainly angst because thats my favorite. I hope you like it :) -author <3 #20 - deadlyclass #1 - lopez #4 - marcuslop...
