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(sorry i've been gone for like a year oops) (dont mind if this is terrible, im just getting back to it)

I feel like something's off. Something in the way he looks at me. Something in the way the air feels around him now. It's not the same.

Nothing is.

He's different. Cold. He promised to never do this to me, but.. here we are.

Maybe I should just talk to him. But if I do, what could happen? He could leave. He could hate me even more.

But thats something I feel I have to risk.

I walked into my class and there he was. In all his glory, surrounded by other girls. My body run cold with sadness but I'm used to this. Its nothing new.

Maybe he wants to see me hurt.

Maybe I deserve it.

I go over to him, "Hey, can I talk to you?" I ask, barely taking his eyes off of the other girls.

"Not know, I'm busy." He says, giving me a slight glimpse befire turning away.

"Please?" I ask, my voice accidentally breaking in the middle.

His head turns toward me quick and he stands up. "Fine, I guess. What?"

I take his hand and wall us out into the hallway. "What's wrong with you lately?" I ask him, softly. I'm praying to god this doesn't ruin everything. This could be the moment everything ends. Everything we worked so hard to achieve. All that time wasted on something that will end in the snap of two fingers.

"Nothing."

His face is blank. Any emotion you could've ever detected was just.. gone.

"Don't give me that. Come on, whats wrong? You can talk to me, okay? You know I won't judge you, I love you, Marcus." I say, hoping to get more than one word out of him this time.

"I said nothing." Well. At least I got three words.

"Stop being like that." I tell him, getting aggravated.

He rolls his eyes and starts walking away from me, back to the desperate girls. "Marcus please. I love you so much and I would risk everything for you. You know that. What did I do?" I ask, tears threatening to spill.

His face softens as he turns, but nonetheless, he walks back into the room. Without me.

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( hi um yes its very very short but im planning on making a part 2 soon, like i said, this is just a warm up)

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