Wished I was gone

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Why can't I ever be enough
you pushed me away
and set me in a funk
you act like im a virus
if you touch me you'll catch my cold

My cold of being
"Ignorant"
"Rude"
"Lazy"
"Disobedient"

You can't just put me down
expecting me to be programmed
just like you
unlike others I won't just obey
why can't you just accept me
I can't go away
even if you want me too

My life has been a never ending loop
of trying to be the perfect man
but my best
will never be enough for you misogynistic terms

Can't you tell i'm dying
can't you tell i'm in pain
tired of being beat by a narcissist man
Just because you wished you never had me
doesn't mean I can just go away

After all you are my monster
I still have love for you
even if the love is coated with hate

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