Nique's Chronicles

Chapter 8

All our memories came rushing back to at once. I haven't seen Jacques since last summer. I haven't spoken to him in months either. I ignored him and walked back up the stairs to Masia's apartment.

"Nique wait, let me explain what hap-"

I slammed the door right in his face. Somebody else was going to open the door for Nia.

"What's wrong?" Masia asked me when I walked back in. She was the only one still awake.

"Nothing." I sighed. Nia started knocking on the door and I immediately hid in Masia's room.

I was angry as hell and emotional. Jacques broke my heart along with my father and he thinks he can just come back around too?

"Za'Nique can we please talk." He asked tapping on the room door.

"Fuck no." I spat turning over in her bed.

"Nique, please just hear me out." He sighed. I threw the sheets over my head and ignored him. "Nique I didn't mean to cheat on you." He mumbled, I guess he realized how dumb that sounded so he corrected his self.

"I mean, it wasn't in my intentions to hurt you. I ain't gone lie, cause I know you hate being lied to. The truth is, I did mean to fuck her. I fucked up. We had no plans of having sex any time soon, we were always up and down. I fucked up just because I could. I thought I could get away with that shit I used to pull and I am so so very sorry Za'Nique. You was so good to me and I fucked that up for some loose ass pussy." He sighed.

"Za'Nique you the best thing that ever happened to me. I should have never did what I did with Tia. I'm sorry. Please Za-"

"You damn right you was wrong for fucking my friend! I don't want your apology. Fuck your apology and you! Get the fuck out!" I spat, pointing my finger at the door.

"But-"

"Get the fuck out!" I yelled again. He nodded his head and bit down on his bottom lip.

"I'm sorry Nique." He mumbled, getting off the bed. He looked down at me and we made eye contact. "Nique." He sighed.

"Get the fuck out! Just shut the fuck up and stop talking!" I gritted at him.

"Just listen to me damn it!" He yelled at me.

"No, fuck you!" I yelled, getting out the bed and in his face.

"Fuck you too! I'm trying to-"

"I don't give a fuck!" I yelled at him.

"Why the fuck you gotta be such a bit-"

I immediately slapped the shit out of him. I don't do much talking, I just black out. I slapped him and it felt so damn good. I guess he got the clue and clenched his jaw before slamming the door. Following his exit, he threw some shit down outside. Why was he mad? He got who he wanted. Why was he mad at me? He cheated on me! I shook my head before sliding down on the wall. I can't take all this bullshit no more. I crawled into Masia's bed and cried myself to sleep.

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The next morning, I woke up with a headache. I shoudn't have partied last night or cry. I couldn't move, my body was so numb, my eyes were cold from crying, the rest of my body was sweating, I just felt like shit.

I finally sat up and got out the bed. It took me 30 minutes, I also fell back asleep in the process. When I looked over, Masia was at the foot of the bed, sleeping.

I walked to her bathroom and turned the water on for my shower. I brushed my teeth, washed my face, then got in the shower. I have sensitive skin so I didn't use Masia's Japanese Cherry Blossom body wash.