scaramouche x oc/reader

Chapter 2

5 months later
From then on me and the man now known as "Scaramouche" have been living together. I can't say it's enjoyable whatsoever.
While he is on his fatui missions i'm stuck in the same room with barely enough food for the day and in constant boredom.
I try my best to just sleep to pass the time. When he comes back we eat together but he's still pretty rude.
I don't understand why i'm here. i want to get out and i'm starving.
The only exits are a door that is locked and the window that's a long way from the ground.
But i didn't care so i jumped out the window. I can take much more than a regular human, it hurt when i fell but i didn't break anything. But it was so cold.. i look at the ground. Is this snow? i've never seen snow in person before it's so pretty. I continue walking around the snowy landscape and notice this icy floor. I go to step on it and start walking on it it's really slippery but fun? i continued stepping around the icy floor when it suddenly started cracking. Then i looked up and saw scaramouche in the distance. "oh no.." i thought he's gonna see that i got out. Then he noticed me, making my heart stop. my first instinct was to run away as far as possible, i don't want to go back with him. but as i try to run the ice breaks and i remember falling into water i think. And it felt so familiar.

My eyes opened though. and i was in the same room. I'm back again. But scaramouche is here, i'm so cold why is it so cold?
"Finally" i here a man say. But to my demise it's Scaramouche again. But this time in a weird way i was relieved, it was so cold i just wanted to embrace him i wanted comfort in the moment. "you're freezing i'll set a bath for you." he says. He sounded relieved too almost, maybe even worried for a second..
I felt so weak my body felt numb, i guess i wasn't exactly made for extreme temperatures so i was unable to move my body. I then felt arms around  my legs and back, he was carrying me? Why is he being so nice?
"Don't take this the wrong way. i just need you to experiment on you, this is not out of sympathy." he says as he started to take off my nightgown and laying me into the bathtub. It was so hot that my body jumped finally moving. He then grabbed the soap bar and started running it across my arms causing me to turn more red. this was a lot to take in. I grabbed his hand stopping him. "don't worry i got it.." i say as i took the soap but my hand froze again. "yea sure" scaramouche said sarcastically taking the soap yet again. After the bath i got back into my clothes and i went to bed, surprisingly scaramouche stayed home and went to bed too. That night was cold and windy. I could here a snow storm out the window it was scary in a way i didn't like hearing the loud wind. I found myself crawling into scaramouche's bed hoping he wouldn't notice. "just what do you think you're doing." he said making me jump. "i'm so sorry i just go scared and i-" i was at a loss for words "fine whatever just don't make this a normal thing."
It became a normal thing.