You Deserve Better | Shinazugawa x Reader

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Hey guys. So this one was not a request. I just had something's happen today so I need to write to relieve some stress. Love y'all!

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*Y/n POV*

You have got to be fucking kidding me. He did not just do that. I thought he was different. I guess you're wondering what just happened. Well then. Let me take you back an hour or two.

*Flashback*

God. Today was so tiring. Being a demon slayer is a tiring job. Mission after mission after mission. And being the *insert element*  hashira doesn't make it much better. I just got done with a mission, it only being a lower level demon. Of course.

I defeated it in very short time, however the trip was a few days either way. So it's been about...  Two-ish weeks since I last seen my boyfriend, *random guy name*. God do I miss him. I miss his cuddles. His hugs. His kisses. Everything about him.

As I approach our shared home, I noticed something off. An oddly familiar kimono lied on the floor as I entered. Why in hell is *best friend's name* here when I'm not. Then I near noises coming from the bedroom. Dear lord. As I make my way closer to the room, the noises get louder and more obvious to what they are. I can't believe it. Is my boyfriend fucking my best friend?! I slide the door open with a harsh slam and I see the two of them pull apart and cover themselves.

"*Y/N*!" *random guy name* and *best friend's name* yell at the same time.

"Wow. What a fucking surprise. I'm working my ass off while the two of y'all fuck around, LITERALLY, behind my back. That just shows your true selves. A liar" I point to *r/g/n* "and a whore." I say as I point to *b/f/n*.

I am so tempted to throw my nichirin blade at them, but think about how Hotaru Haganezuka would react if I lost it. Death sounds fun right now, but I gotta live to fight more demons.

I storm out of our, well now HIS, old house and begin making my way towards the Demon Slayer Corps head quarters. More spacifically, the Wind Hashira's place.

*End flashback*

And that brings us to current time. I'm still working on making my way there. I live quite a ways away from it. I make my way to my male best friend's residence. Sanemi Shinazugawa. Although he seems rough and harsh, he is really caring once you get to know it. However, he does show it in an agressive way.

I finally make it there, tears brimming my eyes as I rethink all that has happened in the past 24 hours. I knock on his door and wait for him to answer, regarding the fact that it's late at night and he's probably asleep.

After a while, he finally answers, rubbing his eyes in an annoyed manner. Which changes once he sees me standing there, damn near in tears.

"What the fuck is wrong with you? Shouldn't you be at home with your boyfriend?" He says, which brings me closer to breaking down right here. He notices and his face softens a tad bit. He pulls me into a hug and pats my head.

He leads me to the main room for us to sit and have tea. However, instead of having me sit across from him like usual, he maintains his grip on me, pulling me onto his lap as he sits down.

"Tell me what happened!" He said. "What the hell did the bastard do?!"

I can tell he's angry, so I wrap my arms around his torso, burying my face closer into his chest. After a tad little while, I pull away and look him in the eyes.

"It's what did THEY do. Not just him. It was *b/f/n* as well. They were fooling around behind my back. While I was out on missions. Risking my life. They decided to fuck each other. It doesn't make sense. It doesn't. It doesn't. It DOESN'T!!" I start quietly, yet begin pounding on his chest as I finish up.

I hear him shushing me as he pulls me to his chest once more. I sob into his chest.

"You don't deserve that bastard. Neither of them. You deserve better. You deserve someone who would treat you like you should be." He says as I pull away to look him in the eyes.

"If only I could find someone like that." I say, leaning my head on his shoulder.

"You know what?! I'm tired of watching you cry over some stupid, useless guy who just fucks any whore who comes his way! I'm not calling you a whore. Cause you're not one. I'm calling *b/f/n* and any other bitch he might've stupidly fucked while y'all were together whores. I love you and I'm not gonna let you waste your tears on a useless nobody! You're an amazing, beautiful, smart, talented woman. Any guy who doesn't realize that is a fucking idiot! I'm tired of just sitting around now! I love you! And I don't care if you feel the same way at this point. Cause as long as you're happy, I am happy! Even if it isn't with me!" He says, seemingly in one breath. However, I wouldn't doubt it. He is the wind pillar after all.

"Sanemi... I- Are you being honest? Do you actually love me?" I say, tears once again brimming my eyes, but this time from happiness.

"Of course I do. Any guy would be an idiot not to. So, without further adieu, would you maybe consider being my girlfriend?" He asks, getting quieter as he goes on.

"I'm sorry? What was that?" I tease, with a sly smirk appearing on my face.

"I said 'will you be my girlfriend?'" he says, a tad bit louder. But it wasn't loud enough for my satisfaction.

"Just a little bit louder please. I don't have perfect hearing." I say.

"WILL YOU BE MY GIRLFRIEND?!" he yells, now red as a cherry tomato.

"I knew you asked that the first time. Just wanted to tease ya. Make it better. But yes, it will be my honour to be your girlfriend." I state.

I feel his hands go to the back of my head, gripping my hair and pulling me in for a kiss. After what feels like hours, we pull away for air, my anemic ass being light headed as if I just ran a marathon. He smiles at me and I smile back.

"You know, you never said it back." He says with a smirk.

"Well then. I love you, sir Shinazugawa." I say, out lips centimeters apart from each other's.

"And I love you too miss *L/n*" He says, leaning in for another kiss before we head upstairs to his room to sleep. Well, I don't have a house anymore! Where the hell else do you expect me to sleep? As I fall asleep, exhausted from this past day's events, I hear Shinazugawa whisper something before he, too, is overcome with sleep. 


"Goodnight"





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So uh, as mentioned previously, this was a way for me to de stress. However, publishing it proved to be a butch since it kept losing the finished version and wouldn't load any other versions, which pissed me off. Anyways, I hope y'all liked it. 


Much love to all. 


-sLxz3rs ❤️

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