All About You

Chapter 1- One Month

So it happened. Everything's falling into place like I expected it to be. Drew buys me flowers every single day to the point that my condo unit is full of flowers. Those hate notes in my locker? Stopped.

Everything happened so incredibly fast! To the point that everything's still not sinking in up to now.

So today is our first ever monthsary. But I'm not going to tell Drew that like duh why would I? I hate cliché things.

In addition to that, I don't want to celebrate our monthsary because duh why would we? For me celebrating monthsary is like concluding that your relationship will not last that long.

"Hey."

I looked up and ugh! Drew, why do you have to be so perfect? His eyes are dark brown. His nose are so so sharp! Don't even start with his jawline! Goodness! How can someone be this perfect? That's the exact reason why everything's still not sinking in. Me? Her girlfriend? For real?! Why not Shamcey? The queen bee? Or anyone else more popular than just Nadine Lustre.

He's playing with his pen while looking at the book I was reading entitled The Heir.

"Oh. Hey." I simply replied

"Are you available this Saturday? Just wanna hang out with you." He said with a smile.

"Oh. Uh. I'm sorry.. I-uhm.. I can't." I stammered

"Why?" He stopped playing with his pen and diverted his full attention to me.

"We have our practice on Saturday." I told him and closed my book.

"Oh." He replied

I didn't know what to say anymore so I looked down.

"Hey hey no it's okay." He said and smiled

I tried to smile "Thanks."

"Anyway, practice? About what? We don't have any project that requires you to practice." He asked me, confusion written all over his face.

"Pop girls? You know that? Our girl group?" I asked him.

"Pop girls? What's that?" He asked me, confusion still written all over his face.

Ouch. So he didn't know that I'm the lead vocalist of a girl group.

For Pete's sake Nadine it's nothing! As if your group is super popular duh.

Ugh. I really hate the feeling of not knowing what to feel in a certain situation.

"Oh yeah. It's a girl group. We sing and dance. I'm the..uh- the lead vocalist." I told him, a little bit nervous for no reason.

"Ah! So do you perform in what like events or programs?" He asked me

"Yes we do. Television."

"Oh! Wow! Sorry I didn't know that I don't watch tv that much. It's not my thing. When will you perform again? I'm gonna watch for you." He told me and smiled. And I almost died. Almost. That smile, I swear it's the most beautiful smile in the whole world. I realized how lucky I am to have him. Who gives me flowers everyday. Who shows me off to his friends. Who posts a lot of pictures of us together with a long caption about how lucky he is too to have a girl like me.

"On Sunday. Channel 1. 9:00 in the evening." I told him and still trying to hide my smile.

"No I mean where will you perform? I'm gonna watch you there." He told me and boom. I can't help but to smile. I'm so lucky.

"Really? I'm not sure of the details. Our manager is still not telling us about it yet. I'm just gonna text you, okay?" I told him, still smiling.

"Sure. " he told me and turned his back to me going back to his assigned seat.

I'm so excited!

I grabbed my book and was about to read again when Drew placed a big plastic bag on my table.

I turned to him.

"What's this?" I asked him.

"Open it." I ALMOST DIED AGAIN! HE SMILED AT ME! I JUST CAN'T GET USED TO HOW PERFECT HIS SMILE IS.

I did what he told me and can't help but be hungry by what I saw.

Inside the big plastic bag, there's one box of pizza, buffalo wings, sushi and salmon!

"Gee. Thanks!" I told him happily and hugged him which was okay because there are what like 5 persons only in the classroom and all of them are the persons who are not into gossiping about other person's life.

"It's your favorite right? Happy first monthsary! One down, forever to go." He told me as he smiled.

So as always, Drew posted some pictures of us in his instagram and has a very long message in it

So it may be a normal day for y'all but for me it's not. It's our first ever monthsary! Words can't explain how lucky I am to have you as my girlfriend! I didn't even expect you to say yes, that day (you know what day I am referring to) You're so beautiful in and out, if a person ever tells you one day that you're not then he/she is lying! You're perfect for me One down, forever to go. Happy first monthsary

While reading this I remembered what he posted when we were at the beach:

When we were at the beach I saw your face, priceless. You were very happy when you saw the beach. Your jaw even dropped but you still look so gorgeous. It was so obvious that you love the beach that's why I took you there. I also love the beach but then earlier I was thinking twice if which is more beautiful the beach or you? Please don't hate me for asking this because I know you love the beach so much. Thank you for today ❤

Yes, Drew may not be the best in writing a poem but he is indeed the best in making messages that will fill up your insecurities with confidence.