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Hallway Crush 👀

There he is. That one boy that I see during transition time in the hallway to the next class. One class I have with him is fifth. But in the halls I see his handsome features, perfect jawline, pretty eyes that could hypnotize a shark into falling for him. Not to much on his personality because he is a hallway crush, duh. Sometimes we would match with our champion hoodie, or sunglasses, or anything. I felt like we were an actual couple on those days who had the perfect love. He is funny tho, I would overhear his jokes in the hallways and tbh they were actual good, who doesn't love a funny good looking guy am I right ?

We would make eye contact when I was alone walking to class and honestly I could stare at him for years and never get bored of his handsomeness. Is that even a word? Who cares. All that matters to me is him. My hallway crush. I like to try and walk behind him just so I could look at him without being weird. I always tried to convince my friends to take photos of him for me because I know that he looks good from any angle.

Now I know that hallway crushes aren't suppose to be special or nothing. But this guy just has me mesmerized so much. I dreamed about him. I was thinking about bumping into him on "accident" just to be like " sorry my bad" and then hold eye contact with him but he's always hanging out with his friend group or homeboys and I don't have time to deal with those guys. Especially since I called one of them out for being racist to me and my friend. And that guy always stares dead at me in the hallways like I killed his brother or something. And I don't even know his name. Weird right ?

I only see him in the mornings, transition to 4th,5th,lunch, 7th. Oh yeah, one time otw to lunch I was doing that tik tok trend where u interview people, and I decided to finally talk to him (have a conversation) and it was fun and he was funny duh. I kept the video of the interveiw so I can rewatch it and hear him laugh at my joke and smile at me. I loved it. That day I was hella hella happy. I couldn't help it.

My fifth period is ELA and he is in there but he sits at the desk that are right next to my desk area so I can see him and  he can see me from that angle. It's awkward sometimes because I have to sit next to my ex. Which sucks right? But it's okay because all I focus on in that class is him and him only. My hallway crush. His voice is different and I can tell he is a little bit in secure in his taste and hobbies. He tried covering up watching webtoon and I like webtoon too! We meant to be ong! Which I get why because his friend group is filled with bitches,narcissistic,lying, judgmental,weird assholes guys and they are just so ew. Not my hallway crush tho. The thing is that everyone thought he was so attractive which gave me worry but tbh I just reassured myself that if those girls had a chance with him, I would *eventfully* get my chance.
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Woah that was a whole lot of words omfg. Anyways if you made it this far thank you boo 😍 I can't tell if this was interesting or boring so just lmk!
Xoxo , Fina 💋