COLD HUSBAND X MAFIA'S DAUGHTER | MYG X READER

"You're too pure to cry"

Y/n's POV:-

After coming out from a calming hot shower I put on my dress and started arranging my room.

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I sighed as I finished arranging my room and went downstairs.
I looked at the clock and realised that it's almost dinner time and Yoongi isn't home yet. It's really odd for a man like him to come home late. I never wanted to know his comfort place where he could run away from his miseries and spend time with himself if there is any where he could possibly be right now as he never wanted me to interefere in his personal life but today is a bit off. I genuinely felt that something is wrong. I kept waiting for him in the living room when suddenly I heard car parking sound.
I sighed and felt reliefed seeing him safe and sound.
I was about to open the door for him when suddenly he pushed me out of the blue with the door as I got hit in my stomach. I groaned as he went upstairs without giving a damn on what he just did.

"He never behaved like this?!"

I felt something is really really wrong which is bothering him so without standing there for a single second I made my way to his room. I knocked but it was dead silent. I knocked again and again but the only thing I could hear is my fast breathing.

"Yoongi! Open the door!
Yoongi!
Yoongi please open the door!
Open the door Yoongiii!!! "

I shouted but got silence as my reply. My mind started having thoughts of my past, loosing my mom. I can't lose him now. I started hitting the door as hard as possible. My hand started bleeding as few tears made their was down my cheeks.

"Yoongi please open the door please! " I pleaded as I cried harder and kept on slamming the door when the door suddenly opened. I quickly went inside as I saw his pale body making it's way to his bed. I held his hand but he jerked it off.

"Yoongi! What happened to you? "

He laughed backfacing me. The laugh of hatred, ignorance, betrayal and failure.

"Yoongi will you fucking answer me for once! I've been slamming the door from half an hour and you're laughing-"

"Yes, I'm laughing. YES! THERE'S NOTHING LEFT TO TALK ABOUT SO GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE!!" He said as pain visible in his voice.

"I-i" He was about to say something but stopped as his breathe hitched. He went and sat on the endge of the bed. I quickly went towards him when I realised, his eyes are red, tears flowing down his cheeks and his face emotionless but his eyes we're telling another story. A story which doesn't seem to have neither a happy starting nor a happy ending. A story of dejection, detestation, betrayal, anger, failure and depression. I held his face with my hands and made him look in my eyes. His dark brown eyes pearcing through mine but I didn't cared.

"Yoongi-"

"Get out! "

"No I won't"

"Leave me alone" He said as anger filled in his voice.

"I won't until I get to know the truth. I don't care if you beat me Or kill me but I've to know the truth-" I felt his hands on my lips. After a few seconds he let go of me and immediately backfaced me.

"Yoongi please trust me once. You will not regret telling me what happened with you. I truly care about you even if you don't. I loved you and I will always no matter what but please tell me what happened. You've no right to suffer alone. Even if it's the end of us tonight... I promise to stay with you till my last breathe-" I got cut off as I felt a pair of soft lips on mine. I closed my eyes as some tears immediately escape my eyes. I felt his hands on my waist pulling me closer to his body. Our face touched each other and I could feel him shedding some tears as he asks for entering into me. I wrapped my hands around his neck to deepen the kiss and let him do whatever he wanted. I completely submitted myself to him as he gladly took me making sure he isn't misusing the slightest bit of me. I could feel the warmth, the familiarity, the love in his touch. The care, the comfort I've been craving for so long. After a few minutes we pulled off as I catched my breathe looking into his eyes. The eyes, which looked vulnerable, hurt and broken a few minutes ago now radiated confidence, aspiration and most importantly love. I quickly hugged him tight as I felt my shoulders getting wet.

"It's ok... It's ok... " I almost whispered but enough for him to hear.

"Put yourself together... We.... We have a long way to cover" I sniffled between my words as I felt him hugging me tight, as tight that there is no tomorrow.
He pulled the hug out as he stared at my eyes.

"Why are you helping me? Why am I feeling that you're willing to walk with me? Why do you care about me even when I act so rudely with you-"

"Shh....There was nothing wrong in you...I knew you were cold but not heartless...you need to believe in yourself Yoongi! Believe yourself, your mind, your heart, you're also a human being and you also need time with yourself, you also need to vent out your emotions, you're not a robot who can work 24×7 and at the end of the day sleep like nothing happened... Accept yourself the way you are... You... You look like a sad soul who haven't smiled for so long... That smile behind the bars of pressure, cruelty, threats and loneliness needs to come out... I know.... I know it's all gonna be alright... It's gonna be perfectly fine.... Believe in yourself.... I know the Yoongi inside you isn't happy either to see you forcing yourself to become a person like this... Just like me.... " I hugged him again.

"You.... You need to love yourself.... I... I... I know....you're not the person you're trying to show the world-"

"Shh.... Don't cry...." He pulled the hug out.

"You're too pure to cry.... Let's go to bed. " He guided me as I wiped my tears and layed down beside him facing him.

"No one ever tried to understand me.... My feelings... But you did.... You made me feel special Y/n...thank you so much for giving me a chance... For believing in me... For supporting me.... For caring for me.... I love you"

"I love you too.... "

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