Keeping Hope, Anna

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Dear Noah,

I slept much better last night, only waking up once in the middle of the night. I still feel alone as ever, no one at school seems to see through my charade, even my best friends, I guess I must be good at hiding my feelings. I have teamed up with Tiffany's other best friend in order to get her to eat, we haven't come up with anything yet but I am sure we will. In the end if nothing works out we can always tell her parents about what's been going on. I know she would never forgive me, but its only been a week and a half but she has already lost weight. My anxiety has gotten worse, which is probably the least of my problems. I can't seem to focus on anything, even watching a movie.

James still hasn't talked to me or Tiffany and it has been over a week, I wish he would just get over himself and realize he's actually hurting his friends. There is so much going on right now, my grades are dropping, my friends are leaving and the only hope I have is to see you again. I don't know what to do anymore. I used to be able to fight off the sadness and anger but I seem to have given up, lost hope and will to fight. I miss you

Keeping Hope,

Anna