OVERTHINKING PART 1

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Y/N POV

I Havent spent time with Mason in a while. In fact, everytime I suggest to spend time with him, he blows me off making these dumb excuses.

So I try to make plans with my other friends from school. Even though its really fun spending time with them, I keep thinking about Mason.

What if he doesnt like me anymore?. Is he with someone else?. All these thoughts are rushing through my head like a river.

Right now Im sitting at my desk writing in my diary that my therapist suggested. Mason isnt the only reason Im writing in this.

Ever since I started dating him, I've been getting lots of hate comments on my social media posts with Mason, and death threats on my DMs. In public I get recognised and hear them whispering about me.

They never say anything to my face though. Fucking cowards, can only say it within the safety of a screen.

I hear a knock on my door and my little sister comes in.

Y/N she asks in her quiet little voice.

Yeah Y/S ( your sister)? I replied.

Um, when is Mason coming back here? I miss him she asks.

I pause for a second and reply with I dont really know. Just go and play with your dolls.

She doesnt answer, but instead walks out and closes the door. I close my eyes and sigh. God Mason is really making me tired.








15 minutes later..

I finish writing in my diary and get up to go to my wardrobe. I rummage through and pick a set of pale blue silk pyjamas.

I set them on my bed, grab my phone and head to the bathroom to have a shower. Put on my Taylor Swift playlist and turn the shower on at the perfect temperature.

As I step into the shower, nearly scalding hot water covers my body. Just the way I like it I think in my head.

About 10 minutes later, I get out of shower and turn my playlist off. I get dressed and do my skincare routine, just some creams and moisturisers. I don't need to dry my hair since I didn't wash it, but I put it in two braids.

I step out of the bathroom and jump onto my bed. I Snuggle with myself under the covers and put on The Chronicles of Narnia, Lion, the witch and the wardrobe. I grab some snacks that I keep in my bed side table.









In the middle of the movie and I get a text. I check who It's from, and I cannot believe what my eyes are seeing. FREAKING MASON THAMES TEXTED ME.

"Omg. Omg, omg'' I say freaking out.

I calm myself down and open my phone to messages.

                                             Masie
Hi

                  Hi? Seriously? You've been blowing me off
                     for weeks and all you say is hi?

I'll explain everything.
Just meet me at the Park 5 minutes from your House tomorrow at 11am.

                     WTF Mason Are you gonna kidnap me?

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                                                                                 Seriously

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I roll my eyes and turn off Narnia, not feeling the mood anymore. I get out of bed and turn and my TV

The next morning I got up at 9am giving me 2 hours to get ready.

I got out of bed and picked out a pair of white Jeans and sage green. T-shirt I got dressed and went to my bathroom to put on my makeup.

What I mean by makeup is sunscreen moisturiser, Concealer, mascara and lipgloss. I took my  hair out of the braids and left it out.

I exited the bathroom and looked at the bed Which had chip packets littered all over it. I sighed and looked at the time.

10:08 am Okay, so I Still have like an hour. I go downstairs and see a note on the fridge.

'Me and y/s went to Mall. Be back later
MOM XO'

I roll my eyes and open the fridge to get some milk. I pour the cereal first, then the milk. (UNLIKE SOME BARSTARDS WHO POUR MILK FIRST).

I take my breakfast to the living room and turn on the rest of my narnia movie.










By the time I'm done with my breakfast, it is 10:51 am. I quickly turn the TV off and put on my Air force 1's and I'm out the door (not without my keys though).

I walk in the direction of the park and contemplate whether I should actually go, I mean I'm already dressed, but Mason has been Ignoring me for weeks.

When I snap out of it I'm already at the park. I see Mason sitting on the swing set. I walk up to him and say,

"Alright. Explain........Explain why you've been blowing me off for weeks?!!

Mason looks up Startled by my voice.He jumps  off the swing and says,

"look I'm sorry. I thought it would have been better''

''Better? Better for what?" I ask confused

"Better for Us" he replies slowly




TO BE CONTINUED

sorry if there's so e spelling mistakes or punctuation mistakes

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