It's like he though it would bother me, and it really didn't. I honestly didn't like him anymore. I told my friends that I knew he would date trash when I dumped him, but they just take it like I'm depressed and miserable.
I was talking to the guy I had my eye on while me and (Xander is his name) were dating (oops again). And of course it had to be my boy bestfriend, and one of 'his' closest friends. Yes there was a boy before that but I kinda just liked him and went for it.
It lasted four days between me and this kid, and I'm not saying it was bad because It wasn't at all. It was just puppy love. Nothing special.
But back to my bestfriend. His name is Jack. He is so special to me. No boy, not even Xander, could make me feel the way Jack made me feel. I talked to this kid everyday, and if I didn't I was miserable. We were and still are two peas in a pod. Un-seperatable.
Jack came to most of my track meets and cheered me on and I would watch him shoot at archery and cheer him on.
He was getting to be a big part of my life.
Eventually I (meaning me, myself, and I) worked up enough guts to ask him out. I walked around the school all day, clueless because I didn't know what he would say. Did I blow everything? I wonder.
I had a track meet after school, and me and one of my best friends, May, were at subway before our meet. he texted me and asked me if I really asked him to be my boyfriend (because my friends always teased us about dating). I was a little embarassed, but I said yeah it was me. He came to my track meet that night and we talked, but I still hadn't got an answer.
The next day I found the sweetest note in my locker. From him of course. It stated how much he liked me and that he's loved me for a while now. And in big letters, it said Yes! I was excited, so so excited! I jumped with joy. I didn't even think of the possibilities of us breaking up and me losing him, not at the time.
I was confused though, he picked me? Jack is one of the cutest guys at our school. He's not really tall, not really short. Kinda in the middle. He has pale blue eyes and blonde hair. Not the skinniest, but defiantly not big either. To me he is perfect and I guess that's all that really matters.
I'm done with the past, lets get to the future. This is our story, and our never ending love.
