Sidratul Muntaha - Lote tree in the furthest boundary (ON HOLD)

Chapter 1

Life is a lesson

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Meaning of the quote in the pic/vid :

It happens, It's alright, It's the world..
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Sidratul's POV :-

"Can't believe he would do this to me?" Hira whined with a sad face.

"Its your fault baby, hamne tujhse kaha tha woh sirf timepass karraha hai tujhse..(We told you that he is just passing the time with you)." Nishal said, sarcastically.

"Yaar nishal Please, how can you be so cruel. Jab dekho dusro ka mazaak banati rehti hai (you keep making fun of others)." Hira said, almost shouting.

"Toh tujhse boli thi na, q usko jaake chipki tu?! (I told you already, why did you keep sticking to him?!)" Nishal shouted, turning her face away in rage.

"Arey! Please keep quiet..and Hira please forget everything about him, it's your fault anyway. And please don't mind but tomorrow you will like someone else so there is no point in making such a fuss about it cause this is not the first time." Elma said which is true.

Hira, if I say honestly..she is a stupid girl. I mean she keeps on showing her stupid personality to every new boy, they use her.. not in that way but they timepass with her and after getting bored they ditch her. She always says 'Ab kisi pe wishwas nahi karungi or career pe focus karungi' (Now I won't trust anyone and will focus on my career) but this all stays for a week or two than she likes a new boy and her stupid personality is back. I hate it but I like to keep quite, there's no point in making her understand because she will fight with you just like now.

"Kitne kharaab ho tumlog, mujhe sambhaalne k bajaye mera mazaak udare ho! (You people are so bad, instead of taking care of me, you are making fun of me!)" She said, jerking her bag off her lap and resting her back on the huge mango tree which is in our college's garden.

"Sidra, you tell her to understand instead of making fuss." Inaya said.

"Let her be, what should I say? She will not going to understand. Instead of worrying about her results she is worried about that jerk." I said, looking at her and she locked her gaze with me.

"Sidra you too, why don't you understand me?" Hira said, in disbelief.

"Hira what should I understand? He is a stranger, your parents are paying your fees and taking care of you since you were born not for this day of you resulting in crying for an unknown jerk." I said, irritated.

"As if you haven't had any boyfriend~" She mocked, I look at her in incredulity.

"That.is.what.true. I never had any boyfriend hira.." I said pointing each word so it goes in her thick head.

"Oh please sidra! If you don't share with us that doesn't mean we will believe you, how can you not have boyfriend? You are 20 already and never had a past of a bo-"

"Enough nishal!" I cut off nishal's rubbish by almost shouting with rage.

I don't know whats her problem, she keeps on putting an unknown blame on me that I had or have someone in my life which is not true at all. At some point I know why she does it, she is insecure about my cousin Hamza bhai. She thinks that my abbu (elder uncle) will choose me for his son and not her, although hamza bhai didn't tell anything about his relationship with nishal to abbu but abbu has good connection which is why he already knows everything about them but this news is unknown to nishal. She thinks that abbu doesn't know about them, abbu knows each and everything and he even called me many time for that to know more. I love my abbu more than anyone though and kind of scared of him as well, so I can't lie to him. Abbu will never agree with their relationship but I can't tell this to nishal because she will think that I am saying this out of jealousy. I agree I once had a crush on my cousin hamza but she took him and I didn't mind cause it was just a mere crush of 6 years, yeah I told my friends about it but after seeing his photo nishal contacted him through SNS and they both started liking each other and that time I had hopes but not now. There's nothing in my heart for him. Even if I wanted to tell him my feelings that time, it will be only when we would get engaged or else I wouldn't have said anything. Its haram in islam and I can't take a risk of making Allah angry, so I just prayed for the better proposal to come for me instead of going in any haram relationship.