LITTLE SECRET ! , mikasa

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Y/N ,

had fell asleep not too long ago. Her head leaning into her palm loosely, and her hair shielding her cheeks. She looked as cute as ever.

Armin snorts, "I should've known." he mumbles under his breath. I turn to him, "known what?" i dare to ask.

Armin gives me a knowing look, "That you two like eachother." Eren laughs too in agreement. "Yeah! i thought mikasa just had a staring problem."

I throw a piece of popcorn at his forehead and he yelps. "I do not!"

He picks up the piece and tosses it into his mouth, "Cmon, we all see you during class-" Armin laughs in agreement.

"Both of you just shut up!" I stand up to leave, but not before i take y/n with me.

I hold her bridal style and take her to my room, she scrunches her eyes tightly a few times, but she doesn't wake.

I lay her on my bed and cover her up with a fluffy blanket, her eyes and lips rest.

And it the weight finally crushes me, and i fall to my knees. Crying.

God. i love her.

The breath is knocked out of me, and my head hurts because of it.

I've never gotten the chance to actually be able to love someone and get the same in return.

Y/n is the first to love me.

And thats if, she does love me. I hope she does.

My heart aches as i pull myself into bed next to her, and i slip under the covers. Skin brushing hers.

I slide my finger across her defined cheekbones, and slide all the way down to her lips, brushing them ever so softly.

Her lips pucker, and i look up to see her eyes cracked open. Y/n looks at me, confusion at first, but then she realizes what's happening and she puckers again.

I sigh and let my lips press into hers.

Its a soft, warm, and knowing kiss. Warmth seeps into me.

In that moment, i know that this is right. She is right. Her. Her. Her. Her.

I kiss her again, her fingers tangle into my hair, and run up and down my neck. I pull her close to my by her hips, her leg wraps around me, and i finally rest. No tension, just warmth.

Y/n pulls away, lips slightly swollen, eyes sparkling. Her hand wipes my slightly damp cheeks. I close my eyes and lean into her hand.

"I choose you." She whispers ever so softly.

My eyes crack open, and before i could respond a tear slides down her cheek. Im quick to wipe it away.

"I had an encounter recently, and it was like everything fell into place. I realized just how real this is... and how i don't want anyone else but you."

I release a breath i didn't know i was holding.

Y/n laughs softly, "You know, Historia came up to me. I guess we're not so secret after all." Its ironic. How this all began as a little secret, and ended.. not so much.

I sigh, Historia must've been paying attention to Y/n, but it doesn't bother me. As long as she is mine, and i am hers.

I laugh with her, "Yeah," I curl into her chest.

"Not such a secret after all."

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