Finneys pov
You Robin smiles
I blush
Awh now who's blushing robin says before laughing
Robin we have to get to my house to get my things
Ok let's go
Skip time//@ Finney's house
You can just sit on my bed while I get my things
Ok
I get all of my things and go to the bathroom. I brush my teeth, change and then I go back to my room
I grab my brush and start brushing my hair
Skip time//next month because I need it to be a somewhat long relationship
(School) Hey Robin I hid something in the bathroom yesterday, and I forgot to get it, so imma get it right now
Alright, hurry up tho
Mk
I walk into the bathroom and I see a boy blocking the area I hid my lighter (idk what to put so imma put lighter)
Can you please move
Only if you do me a favor, Finney
How do you know my name, I don't even know you?
But I know you, and I like you
Oh I'm sorry I'm already dating someone
Who?
Why does it matter
Because, I like you that's why. Now who are you dating
His last name is Arellano
His?
Yes it's a guy
Robin arellano?
Yeah, how did you know?
Well there's only one arellano in this school
Oh ok well can you move now?
Why
cause I need to grab something
Let's make a deal
Ok, what is it
If you kiss me I'll move
What!? No
Then I'll hurt Robin
Ok ok fine I walk up to him and kiss him and try to pull away but he has a grip on my waist and he isn't letting go
I start trying to kick him or something but I can't. I hear the door swing open but he still won't let go
You fucking cheater
I can already tell by the voice, it's robins
The guy finally pulls away and I get out of his grip
I can't believe you Finney. Your kissing this dude?
Robin please I really can explain
I don't think I need an explanation, what I think is I just caught you practically making out with this bitch
What did you call me? The guy says whilst getting in robins face
Woah, dude we had a deal
That was just for you to kiss me
Bro what the fuck I slap him and he just stands there in shock
I storm out the bathroom and I hear footsteps behind me so I go around the whole school to see if someone is following and there is. It's Robin
Robin what do you want? I stop walking and sigh
What the fuck do you mean what do I want?
I mean what I asked
I want to know what the hell happened back there
You said you didn't want to know! I said before crossing my arms
Actually I already know what happened so no need to explain
Oh yeah? What happened then
I caught you fucking cheating and you slapped your new boyfriend for an excuse
Oh my fucking god, That's not what happened. Ok?
I don't believe you
OK THEN DONT BELIEVE ME, I REALLY WISH YOU DID BECAUSE I LOVE YOU SO FUCKING MUCH BUT CLEARLY YOU CANT SEE HOW MUCH I DO. I say with tears rolling down my face
Finney, we're over. I can't trust you
You don't understand how fucking wrong you are I say before walking out of the school
Skip time//2 weeks later
It's been 2 weeks since robin and I, broke up
I miss him so much so I figured out a good idea. Whenever Gwen isn't home or with me I write down what I feel and the problems I'm having at the moment. But Gwen's home right now so I'll just talk to her. I go to her room and knock, she opens the door and sees that I've been crying
Holy shit Finney your eyes are red and teary, have you been crying?!
I nod my head and she says
What happened?
I-i miss him so much Gwenny
She hugs me and says. Finney you'll be ok, he's an asshole for not seeing how much you love him. I love you Finney, your such a great brother
I love you too Gwenny and thank you
Mhm, it's very much true. Anyways you want to like, hang out to get your mind off him?
Yeah
I don't know what to do tho
Watch a movie? I say whilst playing with the draw strings of my hoodie
Omg yes there's this one movie I've been dying to watch
Oh yeah, Which movie?
It's called thirteen (ik it was made in 2003 but just pretend, ok? Ok)
What's it about
Uhm, just watch it then I'll tell you why I wanted to watch it
Uh ok
Skip time//to after the movie (bc I'm too lazy to add them watching it)
That was a uh, it was a movie
Yeah I liked it
It was alright
So can I tell you now?
Yeah of course
Mk. Sorry if I take a while to say this, it's kinda hard for me to say
It's ok take your time
Thanks
Mhm
So uh, you know that scene in the movie when she, cuts, herself
Yeah, why?
Uhm I'm just going to show you cause I can't say it
Um ok?
Gwenny uncovers her arms from her blanket and shows me her cuts
Holy shit gwenny
Are you mad? She says in a quiet voice
No of course not. I just don't get why you do it
Uhm, I feel like I'm not l-loved and it makes me sad to the point where I do this and whenever I get stressed out I cut myself
Gwenny you are so loved, lots of people love you, I love you. Gwenny look at me
She looks at me with tears falling down her face
I love you so much I can't even explain it, and you are the best little sister ever. I don't know what I would do without you Gwenny. That is how much I love you
I love you too Finney, your the best brother
I go to hug her, she flinches and closes her eyes
Hey hey hey, why did you flinch
I-i thought you were going to hit me
Gwenny I would never, unless we're playing but I would never
I go to hug her again but she doesn't flinch. I hug her and she starts sobbing into my chest
Do you want to go to the store to get some snacks?
Yeah. But can we go to the park after the store? she says whilst sniffling
Yes but look at me really quick
She looks at me and I wipe her tears
Thank you Finney
Mhm I say before smiling at her
Skip time//when their walking to the grab n go
Gwenny looks at me and says
I don't feel safe around this area, mostly cause those guys over there. They keep looking at me up and down
You'll be ok I say before putting my arm around Gwen's shoulders and the guys look away
Thank you Finney
No problem gwenny
We finally get to the grab n go and we see Vance
He looks at me and walks up to me
Hey Finn how are you-why are your guy's eyes red
Uhm, don't worry about it
Are you guys doing drugs or some shit
Vance!
What I'm just asking
No we're not
Ok she says before shrugging
Oh by the way robins here so you can probably suck face with him he whispers the last part of that sentence
Uhm no thanks, we broke up
What the hell why? you guys were a good couple
He thought I cheated on him
Tell me what happened
I explain what happened
What's the guys name?
Diego Gonzales
Alright
Thanks
Mhm I'll make sure he regrets that
