Hey hey hey welcome to the fic before we start there will be countless mentions of suicide, sh, etc so yeah
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(Tsukasa's POV)
I wake up to my alarm going off at 5 in the morning alerting me to get ready for school.
I get up and look at myself in the mirror.
'I look terrible'
'Everyone will just make fun of me'
'There's no point in going to school'
I haven't been to school for 2 days, and the others have been worried.
But honestly, I just don't feel like there is anything to live for.
(Rui POV)
'Where has Tsukasa-kun been... he's been absent for 3 days now, I hope hes okay.'
'I'd message him, but it seems he hasn't been using his phone, either.'
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Timeskip
I go up to Nene at lunch.
"Hey Rui.. anything about tsukasa?"
"Sadly, no."
"Well... we have practice today, maybe he'll turn up."
"Hopefully."
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Timeskip
(Tsukasa POV)
My alarm goes off again, this time for practice at the Wonder Stage.
I shut it off, and decide not to go because I'm a total mess.
'I don't want to dissapoint them..'
I decide to finally get up, grab my phone, and text them.
But... I got a bit out of hand.
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Tsukasa
Hey Rui, I won't be showing up for practice today.
Rui
Tsu? You're alive?
Tsukasa
Yeah, I'm just sick.
Rui
Okay, feel better Tsu :)
Tsukasa
Yeah, thanks. Btw, can you buy me something?
Rui
Oh? Like what? Some medicine?
Tsukasa
Uh.. no. I just need a pocket knife, I can't open my medicine and i need a good tool.
Rui
Uh.. okay.
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What a fake excuse.
Atleast, now I have something to entertain myself with.
I'm a terrible fucking friend.
Maybe if I told them, they would try to help me.
Maybe I'll ask miku.
