DAY 18
Date: Feb 20
Emotion: Scared
Dear diary,
I can't stop shaking.....
I'm trying to ̶w̶i̶t̶e̶ write down what just happened, but I..
My mind won't stop racing..
There's a shadow in the corner of the room that is inching closer to me and trying to make me spill and it ̶s̶k̶ scares me. The entire room seems really dark, but the lights are on, and I can see the words on the page easily, but it all seems so dark, so black..
I'm so scared..
It was such a close call..
I can still hear the screech of the tires and can still feel his weight against my arm as I pushed him. He hit the ground pretty hard, I can ̶p̶r̶o̶m̶i̶s̶s̶ ̶p̶r̶m̶o̶ promise that.. He could be severely injured, thanks to me pushing him. He could have broken bones, or lost some teeth, or.. What if he cracked his head open, like my mom used to warn me of when I was young? I could have cracked his skull, it'd be all my fault! I can't live through that, I can't.. I can hear his shout of alarm, and oh goodness the headlights are so bright...
They're screaming, I don't want to hear them screaming anymore.. STOP SCREAMING!
There's so many people and they're all pushing and shoving to see what happened and I was forced away from him so quickly and I don't know if he's okay.
I can hear myself suggesting we cross the street in the first place.
How stupid of me..
Stupid, stupid, stupid!
If I hadn't ̶m̶e̶t̶n̶ mentioned it.. If we had looked to clear the street first, if I hadn't been so stupid...
Romin.. And the timing is horrible, we only just made up! Today was supposed to be a good day to repair our friendship, not almost get him ̶k̶i̶l̶l̶e̶d̶ hurt!!!
I can't even ̶r̶e̶d̶ read what I'm writing right now, my hand is shaking so badly. I know The Man won't be able to read this, he'll probably be mad that I wrote such a pathetic section..
The Man..
I don't want him to be mad..
I don't want Romin to be hurt..
All I want is for him to be okay..
Stupid
Stupid
Stupid
Stupid
Stupid
Stupid
Stupid
Stupid
Stupid
STUPID
Signed,
Stupid.
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