Two weeks later
And I still haven't seen any texts from my Goddess. Maybe I'm just really horrible so she abandoned me.
"Sigh"
Now I'm depressed again, literally the worst. I mean I should be happy that she's gone, because she did say she'll be beating my ass if she was here.
"Sigh" but I really miss the attention I got from her. Shaking my head, GOD I'm really messed up.
Well nothing like a little window shopping to fix my crippling anxiety of abandonment.
This is my therapy, since I can't afford to go to actual therapy.
Sad isn't
That's capitalism for you
Plus I should really stop getting so attached to people.
all they do is let me down eventually
I mean what was I really expecting from this relationship, honestly I'm just hopeless.
"Sigh" your such an idiot"
a cute top caught my eyes and went straight for it. " let's see how much you cost 💲 so you can come home with me"
Reach inside the shirt and pulled out the tag 🏷
40$ dollars
" Yeah, he'll no. Back you go" literally nonsense
Walking around so more, I look down to check my phone again.
Nothing
"Sigh" that's all I could let out, because I'm mostly just frustrated, unresolved issues are annoying.
I started scratching " great" scratch some more " just great" I just know if I start peeling my skin, I'll be allowing this to tick me off even further.
"Just forget about her, not everyone you talk to is your soul mate" and honestly this is really true for me.
When I have a really good connection with someone, I automatically placed them as MINE in my; mind, body, and soul.
My trauma really FUCKED me up
" sigh" I'll go see a movie to distract myself.
I started walking to the theater to see SO HO the movie.
Love scary movies, not because of the horror but because there so predictable. So getting everything right about how the movies ends up being, just makes me happy
" There you go One ticket to SO HO the movie, auditorium 12 to your left"
" Thank you"
Just got a small popcorn with small drink, and made my way to the auditorium.
Found my seat
The movie doesn't start until 10 more minutes, so I'm a little bit early.
The remaining time was just on my phone, going on the crake pipe called tick tok and scrolled endlessly.
I just addicted at this point
Senses someone sit next to me, and for a moment didn't want to accept there presses.
I hate when people sit next to me, makes me so uncomfortable
But I ended looking up to see who's next's to me
My phone drops
" Hi angel , I hoped you didn't miss me too much" she held a long smile
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Her Goddess
RomanceAmira was 18 when she lost her mother to her illness. After a year of depression and isolation, she joined a chat room to talk about things she was afraid to ever let known. Diana Michale Is a woman looking for a Sub to have, After her last one l...
