Her Goddess

Chapter 7

Two weeks later

I've been avoiding her. I should've reported her. I left after she came back with the pill, I had church in the morning, so she let me go.

The night I came back , all I did was sob in my pillow silently. I felt tainted and dirty , shame ran through me I. I look at myself in the mirror and saw In horror my chest was inflamed with scratches,my lip's swollen and a bruised cheek. If someone saw me they'd think I was attacked.

When I was around others I felt like everyone knew what happened to me.

What you let happen

Yeah and now NO more, I won't see her ever again.

I've been on campus for some time, so that's been keeping me busy. She would text , but I wouldn't respond, I then blocked her. Thinking she'd just disappear for good.

I blocked her on all socials , including the chat room on the app.

"Ok, Class make sure you go over pages 35 ,37 , 38,40,41 , they'll be a test next week" the professor speaks, I grab my backpack and leave the class. Great more reading ugh

My professor is an ass

I get in my car on my way down town, to pick a few things. Then I hit up my buddy, that likes to be called Richy rich, I'm out of weed and he's my dealer.

I spark in the car and take a few hits, I'm at the park. " Shit. No, ok now that's a rabbit right you can't tell me otherwise" Mia Argued. I laughed " No you dumb bitch that's, that's.... A frog .. yeah a frog" I squint my eyes unsure as she reaches for my blunt and take a hit. " How are you going to tell me that's not a rabbit, when your the blind one, put your glasses on and you'd see how wrong you are" she rolled her eyes

" Hey, stop Hogging it Mia" Emma whined

" Then learn how to roll!" Mia said irritated

"Mia. Be nice now" I open my case I coat my lips with my chopstick.

"So... you've been busy Amira. What? You finally got a boyfriend or something" I tense up at Mia comment " No just been busy with work and school" I lied

"liar....your Fucking aren't you" Emma gloat

" I was seeing someone, Yes but it didn't work out, so there's nothing to discuss" I said

". Ok I'll leave it alone" Mia replied

"Shit! What time is it" Emma search for her phone. " Relax you have like 3 hours to spare before you have to go" I said
" paranoid Ass" Mia mumbles.

My phone rings and grabs me from my floating thoughts. I answer.

"Baby~" a familiar voice calls out. I sit up straight " Baby, please don't hang up, I wish to talk with you" I bit my lip in bitterness " Well, I have Nothing I want to discuss with you, I don't want you around  me, we're Done, you hear me DONE! " I end the call angry she has no Right after what she did

" you Ok ... was that the person that it didn't work out with" Mia questioned

" Didn't you say you weren't going to pry" I stare glaring back. She puts her hands up in defeat. " Shit sorry"

My mood now ruined

I exhale " No, sorry I didn't have to snap at you like that. Apologies"

"Hey it's ok ,when you wish to talk I'll be here ok" Mia assured me

             Five hours later

Mia and Emma left a while ago, I've just made it home and cooked some dinner. In my pajamas watching Archer, How did she call me? didn't I block her. She  must of changed her number " sigh" I wish she didn't bother me.

Flashback of that night, brings unwanted tears down my face, I hold my pillow in a tight embrace. I liked her, I really did, felt like we had a connection between me and her. She was so warm and inviting at first and now when I think of her the words Deranged and Disturbed come to mind

Flashback

" Don't you love me?"

I take a moment to catch my breath from heavy crying " y-yes I do" her teeth clenched, I hesitated. She grabs my thigh and digs her nails in. She's crowed between my legs I squirm and cry.

" STOP MOVING!, I'll show you exactly how much you're body loves me, How much your body want to please your Goddess"

               End of  flashback

I head outside to take the trash out, I hear a sound of a car door slam shut, I turn around and see My Goddess marching towards me. Shit

I drop the lid and sprint to the door " WAIT!" I ignore her and open the door, her foot blocking entrance and rushes in

"Get out! Get out!" I shout shuffling backwards. She ends up catching me, her hand wrapped around my wrist " Your hurting me , Let go!"

" No!" She yanks my closer " You think you can ignore me and try to forget about me" she chuckles darkly, her temper rises and her grip hardens "'P-please your hurting me" I cry

"I DON'T CARE!!" She slapped me across the face and makes me kneel.

She held a blade in her hand

I shake in panic and fear, I rub my palms together " I'm sorry! I'm sorry! p-please don't kill me" she laughs at me

"Kill you. No, never"

her thumb rubs my lips " I don't wish to hurt you baby, but you can't Just leave me, when you promised to be mine" she closes her eyes and take a breath " I want you to repeat the Rules I gave you, Now!"

Always address you as my Goddess

To never disrespect you

Answer when you call or text

To allow you to do as you please

" That's right and also don't forget, Always Remember that you came to ME. you are here because you need Me and because making Me happy is the only thing that makes you happy. I am your first priority in life as you know serving Me, the most beautiful sadistic Goddess, is what makes your life meaningful. you must always aim to please Me."

I rapidly nod my head in fear " Yes, I understand my Goddess"