Chapter 8; Please Don't Say You Love Me

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Chapter Eight =-=

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"Oh, hello there. You're early."
*Hands you recent book*

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Reader-chan: *Sighs* "Finally..."
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Recap~

I wrote down everything that happened from the run, to the airport, to that night, and to today. Taking a deep breath, I shut the journal, tucking it back in the suitcase. I pulled the cover over my head and laid down on my side. I only pulled my iPod towards me and play the music, and I felt myself slowly drifting into sleep.

"Hello, hello,
anybody out there?
'Cause I don't hear a sound
Alone, alone
I don't really know where the world is but I miss it now"

I reopened my eyes when I heard the song. I listened to the lyrics, my emotions slipping up. I shut my eyes tightly and shook my head.

"I'm out on the edge and I'm screaming my name
Like a fool at the top of my lungs
Sometimes when I close my eyes I pretend I'm alright
But it's never enough

Cause my echo, echo
Is the only voice coming back
Shadow, shadow
Is the only friend that I have

Listen, listen
I would take a whisper if that's all you had to give
But it isn't, is it?
You could come and save me and try to chase the crazy right out of my head

I'm out on the edge and I'm screaming my name
Like a fool at the top of my lungs
Sometimes when I close my eyes I pretend I'm alright
But it's never enough

Cause my echo, echo
Is the only voice coming back
Shadow, shadow
Is the only friend that I have

I don't wanna be an island
I just wanna feel alive and
Get to see your face again

I don't wanna be an island
I just wanna feel alive and
Get to see your face again

But 'til then
Just my echo, my shadow
You're my only friend and...

I'm out on the edge and I'm screaming my name
Like a fool at the top of my lungs
Sometimes when I close my eyes I pretend I'm alright
But it's never enough

Cause my echo, echo
Oh my shadow, shadow

Hello, hello
Anybody out there?"

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8. "Please Don't Say You Love Me"

I didn't hear the door open.

I didn't hear someone walk in.

Since I took the ear buds from my phone and placed it in my iPod to listen peacefully instead, without wanting any interruptions.

I didn't hear a voice asking for me.

I wasn't listening, since I couldn't really, I was listening to my music labeled "Don't Forget Me"...it didn't make much sense unless you actually knew what happened.

I did feel something though.

Like a presence of some sort, someone was there.

I turned over sleepily, batting my eyelashes to try and take the drowsiness away. I didn't know it would be who it was though. Nope, not at all.

I started to sit up slowly, they stopped me with a hand on my shoulder. Sighing, I leaned back, my elbow behind me as support to look up at them without trying to fall asleep... multiple times.

"Hi..." I mumbled, wiping at my eyes covered in drowsiness. They nodded, pulling the cover back over my body. I looked up in curiosity. "You...um...don't wanna talk...or something...? I thought you came in here for a reason...I guess..." I rubbed at my eyes again, they kissed me on the forehead silently. "Get some rest, you look exhausted...I can tell you've been through a lot."

My eyes widened a bit, I coughed. "W-What makes you think that exactly...? I-I'm fine." He looked at me sternly. In a second he moved his hand under my chin, lifting it to make me stare at him. I gulped, "u-um..." He looked in my eyes, I bit my lip. He nodded to himself, "yeah, I was right. I see it."

He removed his hand from the previous position, I blushed lightly. "W-What are you talking about...? See what...? 'm so confused..." I shook my head in a tired manner.

I gasped as I felt him push me down, he did his actions earlier once more and left. Meaning he managed to tucked the cover over me and another chaste kiss to the temple...? I sighed to myself quietly, I rubbed my face, feeling exhausted.

Shaking my head, I started up my music again and laid in a comfortable position.

I didn't hear the others...outside the room.

I didn't see the others...looking out for me.

I didn't think about how the others could feel...about someone like me.

I didn't listen to my heart...and do anything.

I couldn't let myself.

Moving my body to where my legs were tucked in and my arm fell across my stomach, I sighed. "This was a long day..." I mumbled to myself, closing my eyes.

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It's only short because the next chapter is basically a different...well, a lot of stuff.

Despite it being short, I hope you enjoyed it still :3

*Coughs awkwardly* Oh goddess that sounded wrong...why is my head in the gutter *Sob* Dirty minded, can't help it ._. Even if it's myself apparently...I manage to somehow make everything dirty... -_-'

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