Hate To Love You

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Angel

My mom left early again so I had to drop Rain off at school, I really didn't want to go to school again but fuck it.

I decided to wear all black again. I can't believe I cried yesterday. I bought Rain some Mcdonald's breakfast and dropped him off at school.

I went straight to class, didn't even stop at my locker. I went to sleep because I was tired from being up all night crying. I kept replaying what happened in my mind and I started to cry again.

Tamonte

I walked into math early and I looked at where Angel sits and I noticed he was crying again, is he still caught up about what happened yesterday? It was no one in class so I walked over to him "You good?" I asked him. He looked up at me and didn't say anything for a while. He wiped his tears and said "I'm ok" so I decided to leave it at that.

At lunch he wasn't there, he ate outside I think. "Aye man you coming to my house after school?" Zach asked me "nah man I'm going home, got a lot to do."

My next class was science, I suck at science so I skipped it and went to the gym to chill. only two more classes and we get to go home. in the gym was a whole bunch of freshmen and Angel was the only junior in the class.

I sat on the bleachers and drew, I like to draw but I never show the drawings to anyone.

After school, I went home and played my game for 30 minutes but I felt like I had to make something right. I ran across the street to Angel's house and knocked. He opened the door with years still in his eyes, damn does he ever not cry he really making me feel guilty.

"Hey can I come in?" He nodded and opened the door some more to let me in. "Look I'm sorry about what happened I just wasn't thinking" I pushed out. "It's ok" I swear he says everything is ok.

I just stood there awkwardly for a moment until he said "need anything else?" In a moody way. He got an attitude but his face looks so cute I can't right now ." wanna hang out? I'm going to the park you can come" I invited him with a pleading look, I hate how he has me acting.

"Sure" he started then he opened his mouth like he was finna scream "RAIN WE GOING TO THE PARK CMON" he shouted. A lil light skin boy came downstairs he look just like Angel. I'm trying to figure out how old he is, he's really extra tiny so I'm guessing 4, maybe five.

I wonder if that is his son, no it can't be, but then I know people in my grade with kids that age. "This my little brother Rain" I just nodded and we left.

He still doesn't like me the whole ride he sat in the back. While I played basketball he played on the play set with Rain. I offered him a ride back but he said he's gonna stay a while more and then get a Uber so I just left him. I hope we are starting to be friends.

On Saturday I went to the mall and I saw Angel and Rain buying clothes Angel is always taking care of Rain I wonder where they parents at.

I was in the mall to buy some clothes but I didn't see anything I liked so I went to the food court, a bitch be hungry.

When I got home around 8 pm I saw Angel on the porch, I swear if he is crying. I walked over to him "You good?" "Mhm" he looked up and wiped his eyes. I took a long pause and then asked "why are you always crying" he just looked at me then chuckled. I guess he was saying I was the answer.