Hate To Love You

5

Tamonte

You really didn't think I was coming out right? "aye man leave him alone, he cool now" I said to Zach, then I whispered"he loaded"and winked. I wish I could have done more but did what I could for my man, I like the sound of that, my man. Sometimes I want to tell Zach I'm gay because he often says the F slur but with him he would either beat me up or tell everyone, I'm not saying I'm scared of him but he is taller, more buff, and stronger than me.

On my way to my next class I saw Angel, zach was still bothering him "shut up faggot! "He shouted at him then started punching him. I kept walking,i helped enough. By 5 pm I got a text from Zach.i called Angel as fast as I could "what the fuck did you tell Zach!" I shouted at him. " I'm sorry I swear, he said he would kill me I'm sorry please" before he could let out that last please i was running to his house and banging on the door. "Stop! Your going to wake rain." he said opening the door. "I don't care I told you not to tell anyone! "i shouted at him,i was so mad at him I punched him with all my strength right in his nose. He fell on the floor, looking up at me, crying. "Shut the fuck up, your always fucking crying like a fucking pussy" I looked up and rain was standing at the bottom of the stairs looking at me in shock,i ran out the house slamming the door behind me. I can't believe I hit him.

Angel

After he left I went to the hospital with rain because my nose hurt so much. When I got there I asked for my mom,and when I saw her she started freaking out,I had a black eye from Zach, he beat me up real bad."my baby!" she shouted"who did this to you?"I couldn't even talk my nose hurt so bad. I had a broken nose so now I got a cast on my nose. I decided to be real petty and take a selfie, send it to Tamonte saying "you did this"

At school everyone was staring at me,i didn't know if it was from being outed or the cast on my nose. "Why are you dating him? Everyone knows he has anger issues, I bet he did that to you." the popular girl next to my locker stated while pointing at my nose."who even said I was gay,because i didn't." I shot at her. Before first hour Tamonte told me to stay away from him, so I did as he pleased.

After about a week I was able to take my nose cast off and I've been doing pretty good at staying away from Tamonte. Zach thought people would bully me and Tamonte for being gay but no one really gave a fuck. I decided to go to the mall again, Rain needed new shoes, and a new outfit. First we stopped at Adidas but he didn't like any of the shoes there. we went to Nike and he picked out some shoes and I picked him a matching outfit that goes with the shoes.

before leaving I decided to go to the food court to get us some food. When walking back i heard Tamonte saying "Wait! Angel wait!" i started walking faster, i didn't feel like being around him today, or any day to be honest. it was literally our second day of dating and he broke my nose, we didn't even go on the first date yet.

i sat down with Rain and we started to eat, Tamonte came over and started talking "Angel i gotta talk to you" he said, kind of out of breath. "Rain how's your food?" i said ignoring Tamonte.

Tamonte

"oh so you ignoring me now? dont make me punch you." i said jokingly but it got him to stop ignoring me "What do you want?" he said with a attitude. "I need to talk to you" i demanded. "Im spending time with my brother, can it wait, he already dont like you." he notified me. i turned to Rain and he was looking at me with pure hatred in his eyes.