Heartbreak girl

Nineteen

We keep this love like a Photograph.

I saw him. He was there. He was always next to me. Never really left. But i let him go. I have no idea what happened and how we got here, but he's not okay. His heart was barely beating, while his lungs were hardly breathing. I'm in a room all alone. And i cry. Life has never really been easy as people think. I have an open mind. Luke and i have created memories. And i don't want him to go. I want him here. We've hurt each other but we let it go because we love each other. That's the funny thing about love. You'd do anything and everything to keep it. because love is rare. I don't believe that  you'll fall in love many times till you find the right one. You either know they're the one or not. I'm not the one to say i'd prefer to be dead but if Luke's gone and i'm alone, then i go with him. As  long as we're both happy. Doing whatever it is we want to do. But everyone once in a while i'd want to be wrapped in his arms.  To smell his scent, to feel the warmth, to hear the beat of his heart. I want him. No one else. We can "move on" but do we ever really move on? You can never move on from it. Ever.