K-POP B.A.P (BangLo)

THE WEDDING..?

YONGGUK'S P.O.V

The day is perfect. Not a single gray cloud to be found on this big day..
I took a deep breath, inhaling the fresh air.
This day is supposed to be the biggest and happiest day of my life.. But.. Why am I not happy..? Is it maybe because of what happened yesterday? Or am I just being stupid and thinking stupid?
Aghh I just need to forget about everything and anything and just keep my mind focused on her.. yes of course her. My fiance.
Thinking about her.. where the hell is she?? I'm tired of waiting.

I glanced down to my wristwatch, indicating me that she's already more than late. Nervous, I turn my gaze back. All I see are my friends staring at me.. It's kinda creeping me out already.. And well not EVERYONE of my friends are here.. Zelo is nowhere to be found. I knew he wouldn't show up to my wedding with what happened yesterday. And I'm such A DORK for thinking about the damn situation over and over again. But back to my "fiance", yes I am getting married. It's a small wedding I only wanted my friends to accompany me on this "BIG" day and I also decided that my wedding would be hosting outside. I'm not really into the fancy and expensive weddings.. I don't want things to be wasting just for this day, only the necessary. I only wish that Zelo would be here right now.. And HOLY SHIT WHY DO I KEEP THINKING ABOUT HIM?? I mean.. I like girls.. Of course they're pretty and nice I guess but I've never really been attracted to them in /THAT/ way. I'm only getting married because of my father. He wants this because my fiance's father holds a big company industry and my dad thinks that getting married with her would give our family a HUGE wealth advantage with our own industry and I don't want to disappoint him.. but I really don't want this.
Hey I'll admit that all of my friends are really good looking they have nice bodies and I've maybe peeked at times when they are shirtless.. I'm not even embarrassed on admiting that honestly.
All I want is Zelo...

~ YONGGUK'S P.O.V FLASHBACK ~

I was reading a book in my room on my bed all by myself as I waited for Zelo to come by, he texted me saying he needed to talk to me about something that couldn't be said through text message so I was pretty eager and felt unknowingly nervous. What's so important that has to be said in person?
So 5... 10.. 20 minutes pass by. I kept checking the time, I even forgot I was reading my book.
Holding the book in my hand with a thoughtful look, I suddenly felt the presence of someone in the room. Without giving it much interest I glance to there with no expression to be found on my face when all of a sudden I spot Zelo standing on the door frame with an expression that indicated he was eager to tell me something. That moment I snapped out of my thoughts, slightly dumbfounded on how I didn't even notice him walking into the room. I must've been daydreaming.

"ah Zelo! I didn't even notice you walk into the room.. I was reading this book"

I spoke out as I flashed him a grin while showing the book I had in my hands before swiftly placing it aside on the nightstand. No response from him.
Something felt weird about him..
I looked towards Zelo as he looked back with a stare that sent chills through my body. What's with this awkward aura? A bit hesitant at first, I gestured my hands towards the empty spot next to me so he'd take a seat beside me but he shook his head in denial and stood there. He's looking at me with that stare that he's been throwing at me lately.
There's only silence in the room.
Zelo didn't spoke a thing and I was getting really anxious.. so I had to break the silence.

"Uhh.. Zelo? Didn't you want to tell me something?"

I awkwardly asked with a sly smile showing up on my face.
He slightly nodded in response and before I knew it he stepped closer to me. He looked nervous.. strange.
I didn't pay much attention and tried looking away from his gaze as he got closer but I soon had to gaze into his eyes when he leaned his face dangerously close to mine.

Oh God.. Zelo was getting closer and closer and I started to get nervous.. like really nervous.
I had no choice but to lean back, having myself lay back on the bed as he kept getting closer. I leaned back even farther without even realizing I was laying back on my bed with Zelo hovering above me.
I thickly gulped, feeling my heart beating out of my chest. I don't know why I'm not stopping him.. But I had to get a grip on myself--

"Z-Zelo, what are you doing??"

I stuttered out nervously as my gaze now shifted down to those lips.. They seem so temptable.
I seriously wanted to hit my head against a table for thinking that. What am I thinking??
I tried looking away from his lips and gazed back into his dark brownish eyes. He did the same when suddenly, he slightly gapped his mouth open as if finally wanting to say something but just couldn't let it out. Aish.. I'm going crazy! We were so close to each other's lips. So close.. I could feel his breathing brushing against my lips. I'm completely paralyzed. I didn't even know what to do my mind went completely blank.. I could only stare at his features when I finally hear his soft voice.

"h-hyung.."

He stuttered after what it seemed like an eternity before saying those three words that completely blocked my mind...

"I-I like you.."

He lustfully whispered.
I was completely caught off guard and right there I just wanted to escape and tried to push him away but that's when I suddenly felt my arms being grabbed with a tight grip, pinning me down.

Damn I didn't know that he could have this much strength.
I couldn't take this anymore I was so confused.. Why now? Why him?? ..Why me???

"Z-Zelo are you cra--"

I tried to speak out but my words were cut off when I felt these soft, gentle lips crashing into mine. Zelo's lips.
I wanted to push him back but.. those lips. They felt so right with mine.
I closed my eyes and I don't know what came over me that I unwittingly kissed him back.
I know I did wrong on doing it but it didn't feel wrong at all at the moment.. It felt just right.
He kissed me gently.. Honestly he seemed like a natural. Lips fitting perfectly with mine.
I deepened the kiss as our lips molded perfectly with one another. My hand wandered over to grip onto the back of his hair and gave it a gentle tug which made him gasp slightly but didn't stop devouring each others lips.
We kissed around a brief minute and I was already becoming aroused.
I wanted to pounce.

....But right there I remembered something. Her.

I snapped out and finally build up the courage to push him away with all I had. I cant be doing this.. This is wrong.
I saw him fall off the bed to the floor, hearing him wince in pain.
I really didn't intend to hurt him.. I just wanted to stop cause I might make a huge mistake and I don't want to cause any trouble.
I panted for air as I stood up from the bed, looking down at him as he had this pained expression showing up on his face. I quickly turned my gaze away.
My mind was clouded with thoughts and worries at the moment. I couldn't think straight and I didn't think I'd react like I did..

"What the hell is wrong with you?!"

I angrily shouted at the top of my lungs, throwing him a glare.
I know that I kissed back but I just got caught up in the moment.. That didn't mean anything, right? ...Right??

Not knowing what to do, I turned my back to him and took a deep breath trying to calm myself but right there
I felt him grab me by the leg, having myself glance down to meet his sorrowful gaze. His brimming eyes meeting mine as he whimpered while struggling to get back up on his feet.
I felt this aching pain building up in my chest.. But didn't know what to say..

"H-Hyung please don't get married tomorrow.. p-please"

/Sorry for the EXTREMELY SLOW update <\3 But better late than never, right? ;; So hope you guys like it ; u ;/