𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘳𝘶𝘯𝘢𝘸𝘢𝘺 ♡∿

denial

ch. 3

Pacing around your'e living room and almost the edge of fainting even. 'this will ruin my life.' you thought, 'How will I keep this a secret?'   you stressed, Who should you call? Who can you tell!? 

You quickly hid away the "newly-mother" pamphlets under one of the coach cushion, not understanding what to do in this situation or what to say. You've never been a mother, obviously. 'I'll figure out a way to hide this.' you thought, 'I'm not getting an abortion.. it shouldn't suffer because of Sota.' you wanted the baby. Ever since your marriage started you begged Sota if you could become a mother and him a father. He never agreed, "I have too many responsibilities to tend to. I don't need little children running around my office and you complaining about how it should be 'my turn' to watch them." You quoted him. You had no other choice, you had to hid in somehow.

"Have a good day, sir." you said to one of your customers. That strong feeling in the pit of your stomach began again, 'not again.' you thought. "Hey, Aaron can you cover for me for just a moment." you asked quietly, "yeah, sure thing." he said, taking your customer. You hurried to the backroom where your bag was kept. Opening a pink bag, you took two of your Nausea-morning sickness vitamins, hoping the pain would cease soon. You felt like you were on the verge of tears, your eyes became moist and your breath shook as you sighed. Wiping your eyes with the back of your hand, you turned around to go back to your position. "Aaron!" You said shocked, "Y'know your'e really staring to creep me out, man." you said a bit annoyed. "What? I came back here to grab a Tylenol from my bag. That elderly couple out there is very demanding." he said opening his bag and grabbing the red-n-white bottle of Tylenol. "Hey, are you okay?" he said with a concerned look after he swallowed one pill. "Yes, I'm just feeling a bit tired at the moment." You said and taking a deep breath. "Anyways, back to work I guess." You said walking back to your position. Aaron was confused, he stuffed his bottle back into his bag and noticed a pink container out of your bag. 'She must have let it out by accident.' he thought as he tried putting it back into your bag. "Morning sickness vitamins?" He mumbled. 'your'e being nosey. just stuff them back into her bag.' he thought, but as concerned as he was for your welfare he turned over the bottle. 'Pregnancy vitamins!?'  he thought, 'Or maybe she's just sick. Stop jumping into conclusions.' Aaron stuffed the bottle back into your bag.

You laughed with your friends and co-workers. It was 9:00PM at night, Sota already knew you were coming to Aarons little "get-to-together" or whatever they called it. Aaron, his friends and yours were all playing "Sip-Or-Spill". A game in where someone picks a question card and you either have to answer it or drink whatever kind of alcohol you had, you know the drill. You decided to just spectate instead of joining considering your.. situation. "Y/n are you sure you don't wanna play? You love this game!" One of your friends, Monica, Slurred her words. She was the type of gal who played this game just to get drunk. "No, I'm fine, Monie. I told you I'm tryna see how long I can go without drinking. This new.. diet or something. It's kinda complicated so." you responded, "Monie" was your little nickname for her. "Ok ok hush up everyone it's my turn." Jono, Aarons friend said and everyone laughed. "Okay it says.." he squinted his eyes for a moment, "Have you ever gotten knocked up before?" He laughed at the question. "Uh no, Jono. But my sister did by her high-school boyfriend one time. He was a total dick and left her with it though, she ended up getting an abortion." Elizebeth said, which was kind of a downer for everyone. "Wow, dude thats so uncool of him." Jono said sympathetic.  "Yeah it is. But in a way it was kinda her fault cause our mom kept tellin her to stop messin around with those kind of guys, she never listened, obviously." Elizebeth said afterwards with no sympathy. "Damn, but did she think about keeping it at least?" You asked. "Nope." Elizebeth said, "Anyways it's your turn Aaron." Aaron grabbed a card from the deck and read, "Name the hottest person in this room?" Aaron laughed, "ohh shit.." he chuckled. "You gotta do it man, it's in the card." Jono said. "I think I'll pass." Aaron said taking a sip of vodka. "pussy." Elizebeth laughed.