1 Year Later

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December 6, 2016


1 Year after the First Email

"I know the amount of times I email you is probably the most annoying thing on the planet, but it's the only real connection I have to you. I can't help but wonder if you've ever even read these. Are they sitting unopened in your inbox? Or are they piling up in your trash? Or have you read every single word over and over in your head, memorizing each of them like I have? It doesn't matter which one, at least I know that this time I tried. I didn't just stand by idly, watching anything happen. Even if it was a little late.... Happy Birthday to me! I'm officially an adult.


- I Miss You


- Leah

I honestly don't know why I do this to myself. Maybe as punishment for not helping him sooner? But now that I've started, I don't think I'll ever stop. Just knowing there is a small chance he's read any of my emails is enough to send me into an otherwise unattainable high. Hope is the only thing I'll ever truly be able to give myself, so why not take full advantage of it?


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