Self Harm Imagines

Request: twilight (non self harm)

You and Bella Swan had grown up together, you guys were best friends from the moment you met. When she would go see her dad in the summer, you and her would hang out. Your dad worked with Charlie on the police force, and him and Charlie were close. That's how you and Bella met. You were obviously excited when Bella moved full time to forks, school was lonely and you needed someone. When Bella came, you had a new found confidence. You felt sexy and attractive. You were confident in your body and could pull anyone. You helped Bella to be more confident, and she pulled Edward Cullen. You personally didn't think of him to be that attractive, you thought he was kinda ugly. You liked confident guys with black hair, who's had lots of experience ;).
The thing is, though you could pull anyone, you had to act shy. The truth was your a baddie, but you don't want your or Bella's dad to know, because neither of them want you dating boys. You and Bella slept over at each others house a lot, during these sleepovers you guys would do anything, but the main thing was talking about boys and watching movies. You guys told each other everything. You were the first one to know that Edward was vampire, right after Bella. Anywho, it was a warm  August night, and you were sleeping over at Bella's house. You were wearing ripped jeans and a oversized nirvana t shirt. You and Bella were on her bed, laughing about some Polaroid photos of you guys, when a swift knock was on the door. "Come in!" Bella's face was bright red, and her dad peeked in "hey kiddos, I hope you don't mind, I invited Billy and Jake." Bella nodded, unable to breathe from Laughing to hard. Charlie smiled, you and Edward seemed to be the only people to get her to laugh. When he shut the door, you turned to Bella. "Who's Jake?" She stood up, "He's just my dads friends Billy's son. I've met him only a couple times." You nodded, getting up as well. "Hey Y/N?" You turned around, "ya?" She gave you a knowing smile, "listen Jakes insanely attractive. But he's a bad boy, and he plays girls. Just keep that in mind." You Nodded, promising yourself and her not to fall for this guy. We walked down stairs and sat at the table. While you and Bella were playing footsie under the table, we heard a knock. Charlie yelled a invitation, and you almost spit out your water, the guy walking in through the door was the hottest you had ever seen. He had black shaggy hair and the sexiest eyes ever. He locked eyes with you and you quickly shoved a spoonful of food in your mouth. Bella kicked your shin and gave you a look. You gave her a weak smile, already knowing you were in love. He sat opposite of you, smirking at your reaction to him.  Charlie and Billy sat down, the two grown men talking about fishing. "So Bella, whose your friend." He never took his eyes off of you. "This, is my best friend Y/N." He raised his eyebrows, reaching his hand across the table "Hi Y/N, I'm Jake." You shook it, "Hi Jake I'm Y/N." He smiled at you again, a big boyish grin. You were falling so hard. Within ten minutes of dinner, you had to tell Bella, it was killing you. "Hey uh, I don't feel that great, can me and Bella go up to her room." Charlie barley glanced at me, to engrossed in the conversation with billy and Jake. "Yeah sure honey go ahead." You dragged Bella up, running up to her room. "What was that about? You look fine!!" Bella acknowledged. You sighed, "I think I like Jake." She gasped, "Y/N YOU CAN'T!" She whispered. You shook your head, "I can't control it Bella!" She nods, understanding. " I get it, you have my support." You sighed in relief, hugging your best friend. "Thank you bells. "You murmur into her shoulder. The rest of the time was spent singing karaoke and playing clue. Then, around 8:30, you heard someone coming up the stairs. You quickly stopped fighting with pillows, and both sat on the bed pretending to read a comic. There was a knock on the door, and Jake came in. You didn't realize you were staring ."Hey uh I'm just coming to say bye." He gave Bella a quick smile. He turned to you, "you like what you see??" He smirked at you and laughed. You hid your face. "Well Y/N do you maybe wanna go out with me sometime?" He asked confidently. Your eyes were the size of saucers. "Yes Jake, of course!" He smiled. "Yeah! See you tomorrow, here? Around noonish?" You nodded, "sounds great Jake!" He closed the door, and you screamed into Bella's pillow. "Girl, we gotta get you some new clothes!" Bella seemed giggly. "Bella Swan! When I want to dress YOU up all you do is grumble!" She laughed, knowing it was only true. "Hey whatcha say we watch our favorite?" You jumped up and down,           " YES TITANIC!" She laughed and threw in the VHS tape.