You're In My Brain

Entry one

Hi stranger :) I'm glad you're here!
We know nothing about each other but at least you'll get a chance to take a trip in my brain whenever you read these entries...

I honestly don't have a plan on how I'm going to format this but I guess that makes it more realistic.

I've always faced an inner battle with myself, where I overthink literally everything you can think of. I know, soo relatable. For those of you that do it too (probably like 99% of you), you know how exhausting it can get. It's even worse when you barely have anyone to speak to about it. I'm one of those people that have only a handful of friends in my life but none that are the type you tell everything to, the type that shares their whole fyp on tiktok to you on a daily basis, the type that goes out with you even if it's just for lunch, etc. I could literally go on and on. My point is, I don't have any form of support or outlet to express my a million and one thoughts to. Don't get me mistaken, this isn't a cry for help. I'm just being 100% honest, I don't have any close friends currently in life and that's just sad. I do however have amazing sisters and parents that are always there for me. Unfortunately, I could never tell them all the things I'm thinking. If you have siblings I hope you understand. It's just like too much lmao and everything is funny with your siblings, well I hope it's like that for you. You might be thinking, why didn't I just try writing in an actual journal, but that's just too dangerous lol like I would dieeee if my family found that. I don't have those fancy lockers and things like that, so instead I decided to start an anonymous wattpad account. Anyway, the sun is going to rise really soon and I still haven't slept yet;(. I recently completed my first year of university so I'm on a really long break and find myself sleeping later than ever. I know, it's a terrible habit that I need to quit. I just needed to start this little piece of writing.

Until next time ♡