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ITS CUTE GONKILLU

I LOVE THEM TINY KI TINY KI CHANTS

GONKILLU TWIRLING HUG 😤 GON TWIRLING KI AROUND LIKE THE PRINCESS HE IS

Ki has trauma 😭😭😭GIVE KI THE WORLD

Ki is a tiny kitten 🤧 my hearttttt

TINY KI ON TIPTOES OK I LOVE

Og! Posted! 10/19/2022

Proud weeb title, ok.

THE TINY KI FIC SEQUEL I HAVE WANTED FOR YEARS SINCE ONLY ONE 😤

Like, damm, this writer sucks and is so slow whennnnn, what? It's me. Oh. (tbf I also love all my other fics I've been writing with my niches just too many WIPS AHHHHHH)

I MEAN, KI IS ALWAYS SMOL IN MY FICS BUT LIKE SPIRITUAL SUCCESSOR

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Gon's hands are strong, meaty, and large, have the power to destroy a thousand men with no problem, but he wants to use them to love and protect.

Killua's hands are thin and tiny and dainty, but also have the power to destroy a thousand men with ease. But Killua is kind and selfless, and Gon wants to protect that, protect him.

He'd destroy hundreds, thousands if he could keep Killua happy and stop him from ever having to have blood repainted on his hands.

So Killua could finally live a happy, everyday life.

Killua got mad and yelled at him one day. He didn't get why Gon was such an idiot staying in this tiny apartment with a typical job helping with laborious jobs and moving stuff. It was easy for Gon.

Killua worked at a flower shop, and the tender way he cares for the flowers warms Gon's heart, seeing Killua's soft smile... Although he initially took the job because of Alluka... it was obvious. He loved it.

Killua still has nightmares.

Gon doesn't need a lot to know. He can feel the slight push into his chest, and his body wakes up like he has been lit on fire. His heart had been.

Killua is gone before his groggy body can catch up with his mind. Sitting at the edge of the bed, his small frame slumped and his shoulders shaking, Gon's shirt hanging off and revealing his pale moonlight skin.

"...Go back to sleep... 'm fine..."

Killua's not an idiot; he knows Gon's hearing is better than an average human's; all his senses are. Gon can pick up on the hitch and labored breath no matter how quiet and drawn in.

"Killu-"

"Go back to bed, idiot!"

Killua jumps off the bed ever graceful even if he stomps his foot; it doesn't make a sound, his hands bunched up at his sides.

"You don't get it!"

"I'm not-"

It hurts his heart so much to hear Killua's voice waver; he wants to just scoop him up in his arms and take away all the pain.

"I don't deserve to be happy! Not like you or Alluka! You're good people! I- I-...'m not... I don't deserve to be happy!"

Gon has to bite his tongue until the taste of metal runs into his mouth to not say anything, dig his heels into the bed, and bury his palms into the plush until he rips cotton out.

"A-And! There's no way you can be happy living a plain boring normal life! That's not Gon-like at all! You-You idiot! You're too free-spirited!"

He is.