I'm sorry to tell you this but we cannot be friends
I do not want to be your friend
I want to kiss your neck and make you hate me for it
When I'm up too late and my mind wonders all I want to do is txt you
Ask you how your day went
And tell you how much I miss you
How I want you
I want you physically
Next to me is where you should be when I fall asleep
Your lips on mine
You like to kiss fast and bite my lip
So let me slow it down as I drag out each minute with this sweet loss of time
Feel me kiss you hard and abrupt
Then as I change the pace as slow as ballroom dancing I will pull away from you
Making you long for more
Allow me to use my tongue to write the poetry on your skin my mind races with too often to put to words
I want you mentally
We have a similar mindset
Both of us striving for a goal to be the absolute best we can be
And when you tell me the things about me that you like very seldom are they in the physical sense
You enjoy how I am an independent person
You are not afraid of me
You are not intimidated by me
...Comfortable...
You tell me all the time how comfortable you are around me
So trapped in the car with a stranger and you can't take your eyes off of me
Reckless driving leads to loud music and your hand on my inner thigh
And I feel comfortable
So unnaturally comfortable
I want you emotionally
I want to you to keep my secrets
Please hold my heart and walk on this uneven line with extreme care
You may find missing pieces
Do not add to the heaviness of one side and make the other lighter
If you do nothing else mend and with action make me feel whole
So you see I cannot be your friend
I have friends and I do not play out scenes in my head of kissing them
They do not make me nervous
I can eat around them
But you
Midnight talks in your car
Running in the rain
Kissing as Ed Sheeran plays in the background
"We are not going to be friends"
-LoveChatty
