mi amor, neymar jr

viii.

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i stared at the two. i probably looked like a big baby when crying with a pillow over my head. but i got cheated on, what else should i do? cheer?

"lena" neymar trailed off as he was sitting next to me on my bed with his hand around my waist. i didn't talk, i just glared at him. "please listen to me, i never cheated on you" he began but he was stopped by jules who had her arms crossed.

"you very much did cheat, nice try" she hissed before rolling her eyes and staring at me with sympathy. "well, i just wanted to come say how sorry i am. and i should've acknowledged how good of a girlfriend you were to me, i'm an awful person and i know that. i just wanted to say i'm sorry. goodnight lena, i'll text you tomorrow" he sighed before standing up and walking out my door with jules who was pointing a finger at him and yelling and then i heard thiagos voice join in on jules yelling. i sighed and rolled on my side and closed my eyes.

i hate him but i still love him so much. i don't know what to do. i want to give him a second chance but i'm nervous he will cheat again or never go back to him and be upset about that forever. whatever happens, happens.

i woke up to my alarm and saw that it read 9:30. i had soccer practice today at 10:30 so i quickly got out of bed and walked over to my bathroom. i put my hair into a high ponytail and then i brushed my teeth and hair. then i washed my face becuase my makeup was smeared around. i walked back into my room and i put on some nike pros and a tshirt and i headed downstairs.

"goodmorning babe, how you feeling?" jules asked as she pulled me into a hug as i felt my eyes beginning to sting up tears. "okay" i replied as i walked over to the fridge and filled my water bottle with water. i then grabbed jules' keys and headed out the door. i drove all the way to the stadium. it was a nice drive. which i did really much enjoy.

i pulled into my normal parking spot and started to walk over to the field. my eyes instantly met marta's who's eyes widened when she saw me. "were you crying?!" she shouted as she cupped my cheeks and i sighed. "yea, no worries though" i said trying to put on my most believable smile. she gave me a sad smile before putting an arm around my shoulders as we walked over to a bench so i could put my stuff on.

i put on my cleats and my shin guards and ran out to the field. it wasn't a long practice but it was long enough to get my mind off neymar. i walked over to the car and climbed in. i looked down at my phone to see a message from neymar.

neymar: hi lena, i just wanted to text you and say i'm sorry. please think about going out to dinner with me so we can talk. i really want to resolve things with you. davi misses you just as much as i do. i love you helena.

i stared at the part that said, 'i love you' i felt like i should but shouldn't believe him. but i wanted to believe his lies. it's just unfortunate to go through.

i drove back to my home to see a bunch of cars and a "happy birthday thiago" sign on the front of the house. shit i forgot it was thiagos birthday!  i rushed inside to see the entire brazilian soccer team. i almost fainted at the sight it was my childhood dream but one thing was causing my dream to be a nightmare.

my ex stood in the kitchen with his son on his hip as he swayed around, singing to the music that played. i guess i stood there to long because i saw davi wiggled around causing ney to set him down as he ran towards me.

"na!" davi screamed as he ran towards me and jumped into my arms and hugged me tight. i almost cried happy tears because i missed him so much.

"davi, oh have i missed you so much" i cried as i squeezed tightly around his waist. i wanted to hug him until the day was over. i never wanted to let go of him. he brought me happiness and he isn't even my kid.

i saw thiago walked towards me which resulted me into releasing davi and standing up to hug thiago. "happy birthday my favorite silva" i laughed as he was my favorite out of his sister, elma. he smiled and quickly pulled me into a hug.  i feel so happy around some of these people. they give me so much joy.

i felt hands tugging on my shirt causing me to look down at davi who looked to be crying. i let go of thiago and picked up davi and saw his puffy eyes. "davi, what's wrong hon?" i gave him a hopeful smile as snot bubbled out of his nose.

"papai is gone" his words sank into my head as i thought of where neymar could have possibly have went. he was just in the kitchen. i looked around the whole house with davi resting in my arms. no luck i decided to check and see if his car was here. i walked outside and saw he had left, he had left his child here.

"it's gonna be okay davi. i'll bring you home after the party, okay?" i said soothingly and he nodded and snuggled into my warmth. i smiled and held him tightly.

we walked around and danced to the music that played. it was overall a great night and i'm so happy that i had a good night. i helped davi into jules' car and i drove over to his dads. as i pulled up, a black bmw was parked next to neymar's car causing me to look at davi in the rear view mirror.

he gave me a pleading look and i sighed and got out of the car. i helped davi out of his seat as he hid his face into my shoulder. i walked over to the door and walked in and took my shoes off. the first thing i heard was a female screaming curse words at someone in the living room.

"why are you ending us?!" she screamed as i heard a slapping sound come from the room over. "there was never a us. i never loved you, danielle. i loved lena. not you. the only reason i was with you was so that davi was able to have a mother figure since his mother moved, and after lena and i got together, i never needed you around but i still treated you right" i heard a deep breath come for neymar as i looked over at davi who was looking around confused.

"leave danielle" he demanded as i heard crying coming from the room over. i walked into the living room holding davi as i gave neymar a knowing look.

"if you don't get out of this house, me and my boyfriend will force you out" i gave her a petty smile before she stomped her way out and shoved my shoulder on the way out.

"davi go to papai" i pushed him towards his father as i stormed after the girl and grabbed her by her hair and yanked her down to the floor and looked at her body as she lied onto the floor with a shocked look.

"you mess with me or neymar again, and your fucking dead. got it?" i hissed as i stood up and grabbed the collar of her shirt and shoved her barbie looking ass out the door.

"piece of trash" i slammed the door loudly as i walked into the living room and rushed up to neymar to give him a kiss. he kissed me back with such lust. "why didn't you tell me all that?" i asked pulling away and he sighed.

"i'm sorry lena, i never really thought about bringing it up since you kept my mind away from it. that day you saw our text was the day that me and her broke off from each other. i never loved her. i just wanted davi have a good childhood" he sighed as tears rolled down his face. i hugged him and whispered to him, "i'm here now" i smiled as he hugged me around the waist causing me to laugh.

i forgive him but if this happens again i may not.

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well that break up was short but i guess he was with danielle for a good reason. i hope you guys have a great day and make sure to vote and comment. love you guys, k8<3