mi amor, neymar jr

xi.

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my eyes widened as i watched the emt push her palms into neymar's chest. fear began to fill my brain. i can't loose him yet. not yet.

"neymar cmon wake up! you have a son to live for!" i yelled as a tear rolled down my cheek. "he's not walking up, drew!" the women screamed as the sound of the man (im guessing drew) was yelling that he needed immediate help once they arrived.

"ney" my voice trailed off as his body turned pale. my tears continued to roll down my face like crazy. he cannot die. i can't do this alone.

"neymar don't die on me!" the lady yelled as she continued to pump her palms up and down on his chest. the sound of cracking filled my head as she put all her weight onto her arms.

the women did one last pump and i heard the heart rate start up again. my eyes glimmered as i saw my boys eyes slowly open.

"god i thought i lost you" i cried into my palms as i felt a hand touch my thigh. he groaned as the emt did some stuff on ney so that non of that would happen again.

as we pulled into the hospital, he was rushed into the place with a bunch of paparazzi standing out side. "helena! what had happened to mr. santos?" asked one of the paps as i pushed past ignoring all their questions.

i reached the front desk and i banged my hands on the table. "how's neymar? please let me see him" i pleaded but the lady rolled her eyes causing me to scoff.

"are you deaf?!" i yelled as i waved my hand in front of her face. her eyes widened before standing up from her chair. "you may think the spotlight is on you, buts it not" she sneered and i laughed. the fuck does that mean?!

"girl what?" i said as i held in my laugh. she rolled her eyes again and i was tempted to punch her face so that her eyes would find a brain but i held back.

"room 278" she huffed and i nodded my head and sped walked over to the elevator. i put in the floor number and ran down the hallway. i arrived at neymar's door and adrenaline hit me. i was so excited to see him but so scared.

i slowly opened the door to reveal neymar with patches all over his chest and a brace around his back. "hi baby" i smiled as i trudged over to him and sat in the chair that was next to his bed.

"hey mi amor" he winked and i laughed. he could be in so much pain but always maintains a smile. something i love most about neymar. "how are you feeling? any better? do you want anything from the café?" i asked and he chuckled.

"i'm okay, thank you though" he smiled and i immediately remembered jules, davi, and thiago. i ran out on them and i didn't fill them in. i dialed jules' phone number and i waited for her to pick up.

"hello?" jules said into the phone. i quickly explained everything and she told me that she would come to see neymar soon once davi goes to bed. neymar requested that davi didn't see his father like this, which i understand. i wouldn't want to see my dad in pain.

i paced around the room as i waited for the doctor to come in and tell neymar his status. "babe, relax i should be fine" neymar smiled causing me to walk up to him and give him a peck on the lips.

"i know, i'm just overthinking" i sighed and i felt a hand brush through my hair. "nothing to overthink about" neymar smiled giving me a feeling of calmness.

finally the doctor came in and sat next to neymar's bed. "good and bad news, what first?" the doctor gave us a look of happiness and i sighed.

"that's up to the patient" i smiled as neymar looked at his doctor. "bad" he replied and i looked right at the doctor.

"the only bad news is that you can't play soccer until your healed, you had been temporarily paralyzed and had a minor heart attack from the stress" she paused before looking down at her notes, "good news is that you will not have any long term affects from the temporary paralysis or heart attack. and you will be able to play soccer again" she smiled and neymar sighed.

"how long til i can play soccer again?" he had a look of hope in his eyes which caused me to feel bad for him. "about 3-5 months, i know it's long but it will go by fast" she gave him a knowing look like she had just read his mind.

neymar simply nodded before his eyes squinted shut by his sudden movement. "don't make it 6+ months" i pointed at him and he smirked before putting his hands up in surrender.

i never really said how much i love his smile. it's honestly so perfect. it shines when he smiles and it's the perfect shade of white. the kind that draws you closer. he smiles any chance he can which also made me fall for him. he's just so beautiful.

the doctor soon waved before headed out the door and i immediately gave ney a hug. he winced causing me to jump up and shake my head. "i'm so stupid, i probably hurt you. im sorry babe" i mentally punched myself in the face and he laughed.

"im fine" he playfully rolled his eyes as he grabbed my hand and gave it a kiss. "go home and get some sleep. i'll see you tomorrow. i love you" he smiled again.

" i love you more" i grinned before skipping out of his hospital room and calling an uber to pick me up. he deserves the world and he doesn't deserve this.

i wish i could take his pain.

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