I Won't Say I'm In Love

Three

Lainie.

Soon my girls and I head upstairs and get ready I'm just starting my hair and humming 'Shot Gun Rider' soon my brunette hair was in ringlets my gray eyes popped I still had no idea where I got them from my brother has emerald eyes soon I grabbed my best jean shorts and my favorite tank and favorite blueish plaid shirt Harry and I are different... He's pop and bubblegum. I'm just... Me I can go from boho to edgy to country in zero point two seconds haha and tonight I'm country.. I grabbed my favorite pair of boots with blue on them to match my shirt. I walked out of my bathroom only putting lip gloss and a little bit of mascara on I looked at my girls and smirked"come on girls lets party" of course they all wore dresses and heels knowing we will all split up anyway I drove us all and we got their in no time "have fun girls!!" We all wave to one another and go in different directions once I got inside I was met by gross sweaty body's and heavy alcohol my nose scrunched up and I headed to Jackie's barn where "my people" so called will be. I soon got to the barn and country music could be heard I got behind the barn where there was a huge bon fire surrounded by trucks and people "well look who showed up!!!" I looked over to see Nick with Ashlyn and chuckled "yea decided to relax with y'all tonight" I sat next to them as someone started to play guitar and sing a very well known song called non other than A Country Boy Can Survive by Hank Williams Jr. I didn't know the voice singing so I turned to look and my eyes widened soon enough he caught my gaze and smirked. I looked back at Nick "give me a beer" is all I had to say and soon enough the party was in full swing I looked at Ashley "nothing can ruin this night" she nodded agreeing with me.

Harry.

We need to follow them... "Guys we are going to a party" I said watching as her truck left "Haz she doesn't want us to help her" I just stared at Zayn "I don't care she's my sister and I'll do what ever I have to, to protect her." I heard a scoff I looked over and it came out of Louis "what mate?" He shakes his head and just walks away. "Let's go" and soon we were off. We all hopped in my Range Rover and headed out. "Harry are you sure there is even something to worry about? It's just a little party." I didn't think about that... maybe it is a little party? "Mate it's not a little party... look" Louis pulled me out of my thoughts and what I saw horrified me drunk girls and guys everywhere including one drunk dude on the roof... how did he even get up there? "Let's go" I parked and we all got outand I took charge "we need to split up and look for them, Lou you look outside, Zayn you take upstairs, Liam you take the pool house and pool area, and I'll look in the living room and kitchen. Now does everyone know where they are going?" they nodded "alright meet here in 30 minutes" they once again all nodded and walked off and I walked into the house I saw body's grinding on one another, drunk mistakes about to happen and what scared me... is that Lainie might make the mistake of drinking to much and go to far. I see a lot of people but I don't see my sister... maybe she's in the kitchen? as I walk there I see girls dancing on the counters and guys staring at them like they are a piece of meat. I get it they are hot but damn tone down your testosterone dudes they aren't possessions. I didn't find my sister but I found Kimmy she wasn't drinking she never drank. "Harry what are you doing here?" she must have saw me damn it "I'm looking for Lainie, she needs to come home now" she just looked at me "dude she's out by the barn with her wrangler but and big truck" she giggled at the last part. Oh God thats where Justin hangs out!! I need to find her quick!!

Justin.

She looked beautiful. thats all that was running threw my head I soon grabbed my guitar and started to sing thats when she finally turned around I looked down before she could notice I was looking and after a couple seconds I looked back up just to look into big gray eyes and I drowned in their beauty. I smile and she turns around and I'm waiting for her to turn back around but she doesn't instead her friend hands her a PBR and she starts talking "LAINIE!!!" she got scarred and dropped her beer "Harry you caused me to commit alcohol abuse!!" she giggled to her brother.. he hates me and I still don't know why... of course my guilt talks to me 'because you stole his girlfriend just to fuck her then throw her to the side ya idiot' I look back at the scene before me to see them fighting "Harry, I'm staying and having fun. I don't care that the boys came I don't care that you came I don't even know why you came!!" he seemed baffled by her words "because I care about you that's why!!" she scoffed i understand why he's ignored since she started high school she's been bullied, beaten up, and used but not sexually used thank god. She's still pure in a sense "go to hell Harry!!" wrong thing for me to yell out.... but i see her looking at me with sad eyes with another emotion I can't pin point. I also see him storming towards me "what the hell did you just say to me?" I chuckled and stood up "I said go to hell, why all of a sudden a change in heart to protect her? huh? you never cared before, you probably don't even know what she's been threw these past 3 years" by now I was yelling and seriously pissed off "oh and you do?" This time it wasn't him nor I she said it while walking up to us "yes, I do I was the one in the background watching but I couldn't stop it I wanted to st-" I hear a smack and my cheek starts to hurt. I look at the glassy gray eyes "all this time you noticed me... all this time you knew and saw everything and you just stood back and watched..." tears stream down her face and I feel guilt eating me alive "I- I- I'm-" she stopped me "save it Justin, I can't believe you, and don't worry I'll do the project you can just slap your name on it" and with that she walked away slightly crying harder and it hurt me... It's time to change... Let's hope it's for the best...

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