I Won't Say I'm In Love

Nine

Justin
I stopped when I heard his voice talking to Lainie "where do you think your going?" I walked out in my swim trunks "swimming do you have a problem with it?" He gave me a glare, Lainie grabbed my hand and walked us out "goodness!! I can't stand him" I looked at her and smiled "I know you can't" something soon caught my eye "you have a tattoo?" Her eyes widened a bit "what psshhh no" I gave her the 'are you serious' look she sighed "yeah I have a tattoo so does my bestfriend Kimmy we decided to get matching tattoos, I'm actually looking into getting another tattoo" I nodded "I'll go with you, when you get it" she smiled soon we reached the pool and no one was there "yay the whole pool to ourselves!!!" Lainie took off to the outside pool area where it was the deepest I followed her to see her already in the pool and under the water swimming so I decided to be a tad mean I put our towels down and cannon balled right next to her we both surfaced "that was mean!!" She said as she slapped my arm I chuckled "I shall now wallow in self pity" I laughed harder "awe poor baby" I held her in my arms around her she slightly cringed but then wrapped hers around me I looked down to see her head rested on my chest I never noticed how short she was until now "your beautiful" I kissed her forehead and she looks up at me "no honestly I'm not Justin" she looked down I tilted her head up looked her in her eyes "your a beauty and I'm a beast" she giggled and then I did it... I kissed her she responded and slowed down the kiss it was passionate but not needy it was "amazing" she said breathless I nodded "I agree" I kissed her again slowly but we were shortly interrupted  "WHAT IS GOING ON HERE?!?!" She jumped slightly at her brothers voice then  she looks at him with a straight face "staying out of your way and quite frankly I'm enjoying myself" his face tinted red  "a little to much fun" she rolled her eyes. "Back off man!! I kissed her." He looked at me and if looks could kill I'd be dead ten fold.

Lainie
I got out of the pool and looked at my brother "are you bi polar? Like seriously!?!??? First you want to protect me and now your practically telling me I'm whoring around!!!" Harry stepped back "I said no such thing your putting words in my mouth!!" I rolled my eyes and scoffed "no I just said what you were thinking Harry" I walked off grabbing a towel and going back to the room. Once I finally got back i was in serious need of a shower so I hopped in  I washed my body and hair then got out, as I got out I looked at my self in the mirror... I don't feel beautiful... I feel ugly, not good enough, worthless. "You should really stop that" I jumped at the sound of Niall's voice not hearing him come in the bathroom with me "yeah? Well you made me feel this way" he looked down "I'm sorry... I was drunk and I know that's not something you want to hear but one thing led to an-" I cut him off "I trusted you... I loved you, I would've married you..." A tear falls but I don't make any attempt at hiding it "we can still do that" he took my hand in his leaning closer and I backed away from him my hand still in his "no Niall... I'm not letting you fool me again" I walked letting my hand slip out of his... I slipped on some pajama shorts and a t shirt and went on the balcony to relax instead I ended up crying....

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I'm so sorry this is really late... My life went to absolute shit...
Xoxo Ireland🍀