How she started and why

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At the age of 9 she started cutting. She did it because she felt like she had no where to turn. no body saw the cuts on her wrists or her legs. For the longest time no body knew about her biological father doing that to her or her cutting. She never had the great intention of the scars, and she NEVER thought of suicide.
Intell she was put on ain't depressants.
After the anti depressants she had her legs go out, they think it's conversion disorder. But she thought to her self while she was in children's, they THINK it's conversion disorder, they THINK....? She thought they think over and over and over again. So they don't know. At this point she is 13 almost 14 and she has 3 more days tell her birthday she was so excited......
Intell she got really bad news. Her best friend Tyler was in the hospital with leukemia.
It crushed her for the longest time.
After that he had guy after guy after guy, even if they weren't I'm a relationship they would still have sex and both of them would be most likely drunk. Ashely had a big problem with drinking and drugs. She had this problem because it helped her forget her past. She had and still has PTSD which is post traumatic stress disorder. This is from her incident with her father.
You may ask of she still cuts,to answer your question yes she does but she is getting help and getting better.

Ashley found an amazing guy she loves and she is loyal to. Ashely use to cheat on her relationships to feel loved but she doesn't do that any more.

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