Alpha x Alpha [SB19 - SeKen AU]

Chapter 55

KEN

I thought that was it. I thought that was the start of us returning to how we was. I thought everything will turned out smoothly. But unfortunately, it didn't.

I drove them home after he had been discharged from the hospital.

Pau and I were not talking the whole drive but I know that we're already okay. Or so I thought.

He immediately marched towards his room without giving me a word.

Naisip ko, marahil kailangan na nya talagang magpahinga. Para sa sarili nya at sa baby namin.

I just bid my goodbye to Stell that day.

I came back the next day and all of a sudden, everything became out of hand.

Ayaw na niya akong makita. Ayaw nyang lalapit ako sa kanya. Ayaw nya akong kausapin. Ni anino ko yata, ayaw na ayaw nyang masusulyapan.

And it frustrates me so much.

Fuck.

I don't know the reason cause he ain't telling me nothing.

Hindi naman ako si madam auring para mahulaan kung anong problema niya. Pakiramdam ko mababaliw na ako dahil sa pag iwas na ginagawa niya.

My heart is so heavy. Damn!

Even in the university, he keeps on avoiding me. I felt that my mere existence was annoying him so much and I couldn't do anything but watched him from afar.

Minsan, hinahayaan ko nalang kasi ayaw ko naman na mastress na naman siya at makasama pa yun sa kanila ng baby namin.

Pero pota! Miss na miss ko na siya. Sobra.

Stell came back. He walked out of Pablo's room.

Laglag rin ang balikat.

Hays.

I looked at him with a hopeful gaze but the man just shook his head.

I sighed once more.

"He doesn't want to see you Ken. I'm sorry." he said.

I sadly nodded.

Ano ba namang magagawa ko kung ayaw nya talaga diba? Hindi ko naman siya pwedeng pilitin.

"It's okay." I replied. "Thank you for trying." I showed him a weak smile.

He tap my shoulder in response.

"Have you asked him why he didn't want to see me?" I asked.

Siguro kung alam ko, maaari pang magawan ng paraan.

Marahang umiling si Stell.

"Hindi eh. Ayaw din nyang sumagot pag tinatanong ko." malungkot na wika nito.

Muli akong napabuntong hininga.

Now, i'm the one who's stressed.

Maya maya pa'y may biglang kumatok sa pinto.

Nagpaalam si Stell para pagbuksan kung sino man ang dumating.

It was Cross.

"Oy Ken, nandito ka pala." the man cheerfully greeted.

Pilit na gumanti ako ng ngiti.

"Asan pala si Pablo?" tanong nito.

He was holding a bunch of fruits.

"Nasa kwarto niya Cross. Katukin mo nalang dun." si Stell ang sumagot.

Agad naman itong tumango at nagtungo sa kwarto ni Pau.