Chapter 18
After that day, every day, Jin just cried in his room. It was a day of heartbreak for him, He didn't want to believe it but it felt very real to him. His heart shattered into pieces when he heard what Jungkook said. Why is he there? Why does he look fine? There were so many questions in his mind that he wanted to ask Jungkook, but all his intentions were buried deep inside.
That morning he came to the office with swollen eyes after crying all night. Jimin went in to get the files he had to check as usual, he could clearly see Jin's face at that moment.
"Hyung.. are you okay?" Jin really didn't say anything about Jungkook to Jimin, he didn't want to make Jimin drop when he found out what happened to Jungkook.
"Yes" Jin didn't look at Jimin at that time, his eyes only focused on the file in front of him.
"Do you know where Jungkook--"
"This is a file you should check, you can get out of here" Jimin was confused by Jin's change in attitude. But he didn't want to go deeper, he was sure Jin needed time, so he left Jin's room after picking up the file on Jin's desk.
Jin kept calling Jungkook to make sure what he heard was a lie, but the number still wasn't working. Jin still can't reach him. If it's all a lie why did Jungkook do all that to him? If it's only because of money, he believes many of his clients are richer than Jin, is it because only Jin can be fooled so easily?
Four months have passed, it feels like every day Jin just lives his life with a blank stare. His eyes are always swollen, eye bags are also very visible. He is alive but like a dead man. He always diverts the conversation when Jimin discusses something outside of work. He also never contacted Jungkook. He already deleted Jungkook's number from his phone. His heart was still as broken as the first time he heard everything from Jungkook.
"Hey Mr. Kim Seokjin, how long are you going to be like a zombie like this?" Yoongi said, he came in with a file that Jin had to check and sat in front of Jin.
"I don't want to talk about it"
"Is it still about that guy? Forget it Jin, he told you already didn't he? He only did that because of your money, not because of love, he also looks fine, looks like the boss is right, that guy--"
"Can you please leave? You didn't make it any better, I heard everything he said so you don't have to repeat it" Jin said without looking at Yoongi and Yoongi just walked out.
That night Jin decided to go to Dreamland, he didn't bring Yoongi with him because he wanted to be alone. He wanted to spend the night, he wanted to forget everything. He sat at the bar counter with a glass in his hand. Until a man approached him and sat beside him.
"Heartbroken?" Jin turned his head as the man said, he just gave the man a cold look before turning back to his glass.
"If you're heartbroken it's not good to drink alone" Jin just got up from his chair and left without even looking at him. But he was drunk enough and fell down, Jin cried and the man immediately helped Jin up but Jin pushed the man's hand away.
"Don't touch me!" Jin tried to get up on his own and left with his body staggering.
Meanwhile, in another place Jungkook was in the kitchen to get a drink, he woke up because he was very thirsty, until someone hugged him from behind and kissed his neck.
"Why didn't you wake me up? I can get you a drink" Taehyung said.
"I can do it myself" Taehyung stroked Jungkook's slightly enlarged stomach and kissed his neck again.
"Tae.. stop, I'm going to sleep"
"Yes baby, let's go back to the room" Jungkook just nodded and they lay back on the bed with Taehyung hugging Jungkook from behind.
"Sleep tight baby" Taehyung kissed the back of Jungkook's head and fell asleep, but not with Jungkook, he was crying silently. In his heart and mind there is still someone and only that person. It's Jin.
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