The choices we make

Chapter 9 •"Real man" and Confession •

Oh what's going on ? Another chapter ? This soon
Yep my friend ! Let's say its a sort of small Christmas gift 🙃❤️
Its a Short Chapter (sorry 😩)
I hope you will all like it !
So take your popcorn 🍿
And enjoy !
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🔻 Trigger warning 🔻
-Mention of sexual abuse
-Gender Stereotypes
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Trophy's POV
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The Sun is shining and I can see the clouds moving, pushed by the wind
Its very silent
Its been a while since i'm awake
I slept pretty well last night, even after those...'Events'
Ugh ! I'm glad I took a shower that night, I somehow felt better after
This morning was quiet simple
I ate breakfast in a sort of living room.
Fresh salmon, green beans, rice with a spicy-salted sauce and a blueberry pie.
Its was good, not gonna lie.
After coming back to my room, Cobs and some of his phone-robot-assistants came in with lots of clothes.
-Flash back-
"Good morning, here are some clothes I brought you, costums, dresses, made of silk and cotton, there are also shoes and jewleries."
I sit on my bed and look at him and the furnitures.
"This must have been expensive ?"
"Nothing is too expensive for you, and if it can make your stay here more pleasing then its worth it." He says to me with a bright smile.
"I'll let you see and try the clothes on your own, if you need any help, my assistants will be at your door."
He says, smiling, then turn around to leave.
I stay silent, I lay down on my bed after earing the door close.
-End of flash back-
Ugh
I guess I could at least try some on
I get up and walk to the costums
I touch them, its very soft, they are all beautiful to see, with golden little details, and other motif.
A dress catches my attention
I walk to grab it
Its black, a deep black, with flowers on it, its long and made of cotton
It remind me of one of my old dress...
A memory flashes
I remember
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I was 14, it was a cold day but I still wanted to wear a dress
It was one of my mom, she gave it, saying it would look good on me, and it did
I was wearing it, with a pair of black tights, black boots, and a golden collar.
I was very good looking that day, I even remember getting praised by many people
I was going at the library, I was always going there
And there where a boy I would often see
I had a crush on him and I felt like he liked me too
He gave me a rendez-vous in front of the library's restroom to talk and smock
After a while he suddenly grabbed me and pushed me inside the restroom with him, he started kissing me, and touching me against my will
I tried to step back,to push him, but he was stronger than me
He stopped and said he 'wanted me' in every way, with a big smile
I was scared
It was only us, alone, in a restroom, with no one around
Its when his phone rang that we both got out and he left me, eager to 'do this again the other day' he told me
After that, I ran back to my house and washed my mouth with soap and water
I was disgusted, and crying
I decided to tell my step dad what happened, I don't wanted to worry my mom, and I really needed to talk to someone,he was my only hope
"Are you kidding me ? You two were alone, in front of the restroom and he managed to grab you in, to kiss you ? Have you even tried to stop him ? And he still managed to kiss you ? Like that ? Eh,with what you're wearing I'm not surprised, you dress as if you were asking for this to happen, this is stupid, you're going to 'work' tomorrow, you better not dress like a slut, I don't want to ear a story like this ever again.
I never wore any dresses after that day
I went to gym everyday, to muscle myslef
I decided to have a manlier attitude
To become a real man
To become a winner
To never ever let anyone step on me again
I'm a man, a real one.
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I step back dropping the dress on the floor
I frown, seeing the soft texture slowly hit the dust around from the sudden contact
I turn around and jump on my bed
Dumb stupid ugly dress !
Dumb stupid ugly clothes !
I don't need this !
Why would he even buy those stuff, they're fucking useless ! And ugly ! I'd never wear this ! Never again !
Ugh !
I'm better now !
I know it !
I know it...
I take a random book and start reading it.
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Cobs's POV
So now, with this procedure...
I take my 3-23TD piece, and put it-
AAah!
I cough from the smocke caused by the small explosion
My glasses are all black, my face too
I sigh
What's happening now, I never failed any experiences,at least, not this way
I can't focus even when I try my best to
I take of my glasses to clean them with a tissue
I hope he likes the colors...Maybe some blue would have been a better choice ?
Wait no
I can't think about him now, I need to focus on my work
I search for tools in a box close to me
I need...To focus...Find Mephone4...And Destroy-
I stop, and think
Of course! I should have thinked about it sooner !
I pose everything down and leave my Working Room
"Assistants, follow me"
"Yes.Sir."
How did I managed not to think about this ?
Its so simple !..
I turn down the hall
Hum...My attention have been very...Diverted lately, Eh, no wonder why thought...
I smile, thinking about Trophy trying on clothes, dark costums and delicate dresses
Spining with them,silver jewleries with him...
I sigh
I really need to calm myself, but I don't really want to
Since he's been here, I really felt better, happier, eating more than usual, more excited to finish my work, just to see him...
Is this normal ? I should check on those recent new habits and feeling later.
I knock on the door of the room Trophy's in it, then open it.
"Dear ? Are you here ? You did not respond when I knocked."
I see Trophy, putting down a book on his bed
I sigh in relief
"I didn't know it was you, you don't usually knock ?"
I enter, leaving my assistants behind
"You're right, pardon my poor manners, its very impolite not to knock, I shall start doing it now."
"Oh,okay,thanks..."
I smile
"Have you tried on some of the clothes I brought you ?"
"No, I hate it, burn them."
I stop shocked but the sentence
"What ?"
"No. I hate it. Burn them." Trophy repeats,with a frown, looking down
"How come ? You seemed excited this morning, what happened ?"
"Nothing, I just don't like them, plus I'm a man."
"A man ?"
He sigh and gets up
He walk to me and grab a dress
"Yes, Have you ever seen a man wearing a red dress ? No."
He drops it and I catches it before it hit the floor
He turns around to go back to his bed
"Its not red, but bordeaux, a dark but yet nice color, the dress is made of real silk, and there are some pink details around the extremities. "
He turns back to face me
"Yeah, well I don't care, its useless anyway."
"Do you know why dress like this were made ?"
"Uh no ?"
I smile and put the dress down with the others
"Dress like those are made for pure people, to walk in them with a soft manners..."
I get closer and land him my hand
He looks at me confused and then decide to grab it
I pull him with me and gently grab his hips "H-hey ! What are y- ah!"
I start moving around, in a sort of dance
Trophy tries to follow my movements
"They were also used in bals,ceremonies, celebrations, to dance with them, just like a royal event..."
He slowly starts to adjust himself on me
And we keep dancing together
Not like a slow but not like a tango either hehe
I flip him back gently
"And for me, you clearly deserve such precious and meaningful dress." I say in a small smile
He looks down and I can see his face getting orange
I chuckle
He is so cute like that
I pull him back on me, kind of hugging him
I put my hand on his chin to raise his head
After that I slowly kiss him on the lips
Those soft lips...
We stop after a few minutes
"Trophy ?"
"Yes ?"
"I love you."
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End of chapter 8
A shorter chapter but I hope y'all liked it !
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