A week has passed......
Today I want to tell Kazutora my answer yesterday I told him to come to my school...and there I ask him to take me to the park we were in a week ago...And then I will tell him there.......
My time is up Kazu is already waiting for me at the gate..... I'm very excited..... my heart will jump out of place....
Me: Oi Kazutora!
Kazutora: Oi Aki-chan! can we go??
Me: yes....Uhm .... could you take me to the park where we were a week ago?
Kazutora: uhm...yes ....
Kazutora took me to the park, we've been walking in silence for about three minutes and neither of us has said anything yet....I think it's time....if I delay it will only get worse....I have to tell him......i will tell him!! Yes it will work!!
Me:. Uhm....Kazu.....Ka-Kazutora.....
Kazutora: hm? What?
Me:. Well....uhm.....I...... I..... I like you too! I love you too!
I said this so suddenly that I didn't even think about it...
Kazutora: (supriesd) r-really?
Me: ye-yes.....(blush)
Then Kazutora hugged me
Kazutora:.S-sorry....it just came....I'm glad....
Me:. N-no problem.....
Kazutora:.Would you come with me somewhere?
Me: uhm....sure why not
Kazutora took me to a place where there was a hill with a beautiful view of the nearby lake.....
Me:. My God, this is beautiful...!
Kazutora:.I'm glad you like it....(smiles at me warmly)
Me:.But why did you bring me here?
Kazutora:.Because I want to ask one more thing...
Me: what is it?
Kazutora stood across from me and said...
Kazutora:.Aki-chan.....will you be my girlfriend?
Me:. (once I was surprised and happy and felt that I was probably already blushing) Yes (I hugged him)
Kazutora: Do you mind if I don't just call you by your name from now on?
Me:.No...but...would it be a problem if we didn't tell the others for now?
Kazutora:.No...we don't need to rush things....So for now, should I not call you anything but Aki-chan in front of others?
Me:Thanks....and no......
I spent the day with Kazutora......I felt really good....I had no idea that it feels so good when you have a boyfriend....
-in the past few weeks, I met Kazu several times after school and I always felt very good and I also noticed that now I seem to smile more often-
K:.Well, sister, you're in such a good mood these days....what's the reason for that? Not because it's a problem, because if you're happy, it's good
Me:.I don't know why...I'm just in a good mood lately (I smiled at Ken-chin)
K:ok......
I met Kazu after the average full school day today....Kazu was waiting for me at the school gate as always...
Kazu: Oi.... Aki-chan!
Me:. Hello Kazu! That is, Kazutora....😅
Kazu:. Uhm.....
Me:. Hm? What's wrong?
Kazu: you know....well......a-are you really planning to go on to that high school in Okinawa? (asked shyly)
Me:.What?! How do you know?!
Kazu:.That's not important now.....just tell me.....yes or no?
Me:.Ye-yes it's true.....but how and from whom did you know this?
Kazu:.Well.....Draken told me that he once looked for you in your room and saw that your phone was on and saw a message and read from it that "we would like your remaining two years you would spend there in that school"..... and he told us this and asked for advice why you don't tell him anything....
Kazu:.And now I'm asking you this.....why didn't you tell me?
Me:.Because.....(ahh... I have to lie to him because otherwise he will be sad) because even I don't know whether to go there or not.... I hope you understand...
Kazu:.Of course..... I understand.... but no matter what you decide, I will always love you.... and you can count on me for anything....
Me: thank you so much Kazu.....(Then Kazu hugged me)
that night.....
I'm really sorry that I had to lie to Kazu.....but I had no other choice....I didn't want him to be sad....but if I leave how will I say goodbye to him? Not only from Kazu but from Ken-chin and Mitsuya and Pah-chin and Baji and From Mikey and Chifuyu?!! I'm not good at saying goodbye, I don't like it, it's so sad and painful, and it's best if I can get over it as soon as possible......!!..... I already have an idea how to do this!...........
