Something is different...

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-My dear diary, now it's October, I thought that since August was the last month that I wrote, I'll continue after 1 months.......I thought that I wouldn't write about the month of September because nothing actually happened, school started again and I missed the summer vacation just the same......But I didn't spend my weekdays complaining to others.......I never liked to tell others about my problems........Whatever......Now I don't want to focus on this.......I didn't celebrate my birthday with my brother at all, but a couple of them greeted me.....It felt good.....So, apart from that, nothing else happened to me in that September that started the fall......So I don't see any point in writing it down.....So, from the first of October, I will continue to describe a part of my 14-year-old life-

Friday the first of October......

After school, Chifuyu, I went to a nearby convenience store because I wanted to buy Taiya for myself........I asked Chifuyu if he also wants Taiyaki or something else because I would like to invite him but he said he doesn't want anything.......I didn't bother with it for a long time, I just went into the store and bought the Taiyaki, then Chifuyu said that he would like to go to a bakery that opened not long ago, I said that it's fine then.....I'm going home.....However, when I turned to head home, Chifuyu grabbed my arm.......He said he wanted me to go with him.....I asked him why, but he didn't say anything....I just let out a long breath and told him that it's fine, but then let's go, he let go of my arm and started walking in the direction of the bakery........When we got there, he asked if I wanted anything, but I said that myTaiyaki was enough for me......He bought himself a sandwich, saying he didn't bring himself lunch, so he's going to eat this for lunch today......

I waited for Chifuyu to eat his sandwich.....While I was waiting for that, I talked to Chifuyu......

While I was talking with Chifuyu, I suddenly see Baji passing us on the sidewalk and he just looked ahead and walked without noticing us.....I was a bit surprised by this, as I have never seen Baji like this before.....But then it occurred to me that Chifuyu could find this kind of behavior strange here......Because something might have happened to Baji, but he doesn't want to tell anyone....And I do about the same......In fact, not just roughly, but completely the same......In fact, I think I can even look similar when I walk.......That's why I thought I wouldn't go up to him and ask if there was something wrong.....Maybe he don't want to tell......Or maybe there is nothing wrong, it was just a bad day for him......But there can't be something like that in the background.....

This is not like the usuall..... something is different.....

I say it's not like usual because I've seen Baji upset more than once and it's not like that.......

Then I ended up not caring about it for a long time....

nothing happened that day......

I didn't do anything special over the weekend either, and since I had nothing to do, I thought about Izana's offer......

then two weeks later, on Thursday, October 17th, a certain Kisaki Tetta became the captain of the 3rd division of the Tokyo Manji gang.......

-there were, there are, and there will be problems with this person even later-

After this certain Kisaki Tetta entered the Tokyo Manji gang, where he took the position of the 3rd division captain (which, by the way, was Pah-chin's before he was sent to a correctional institution) I heard that Baji is planning to leave Toman and leave the first division here..

And that he'll be joining Valhalla this is a not-so-old gang..

It's not the first time I've been awarded that Mikey awards the "captain" of the 3rd division to such a figure...Because I heard more than one rumor about what Kisaki did to other people.....so I didn't really trust him.....I don't usually pay attention to these rumors or even care about them, but if so many people are saying it, there might be something wrong.....And then there's the fact that Baji wants to join Valhalla right when Kisaki entered Toman is a bit suspicious to me.....Baji is up to something, but I don't know what.....

I don't know if I ask Baji if he's up to something, he'll answer or not, it's worth a try every case.....

After all, if he doesn't say anything, it means that he's up to something, but he doesn't want me to have anything to do with it, and if he tells me, he's hoping that I can help him.Or maybe he just thinks I won't tell Mikey anyway, so if I ask a lot he'll definitely tell me....... 

By the way, I heard that Baji wants to join Valhalla from a couple of Tomans at the Toman meeting on the 17th....And Mikey said that there will be a meeting tomorrow too, so I will ask Baji tomorrow......

Today, when I got home, I started texting with Chifuyu and we just talked about how it wouldn't hurt to ask him what he wants to do.....Is he really planning to join Valhalla or is this just talk.....

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